77 - the burn.

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the alcohol burns as it slides
down my throat,

warmth spreads through my chest momentarily.

the burn is something bittersweet,
a sort of discomfort but
a feeling of something
unexplainable as well.

shot after shot,
not slowing down one bit,
knowing i'll regret it later
and that i should not be doing it.

it doesn't hit till later in the evening,
i am slightly wobbly by now,
with a pounding head
and nauseous feeling in
my stomach.

yet I know i'll remember
this all in the morning,

i am completely aware
and competent.

so what was the point?

the point was to forget it all for a night..
but now i'm stuck with the
harsh memories
that no one else seems to
remember.

so instead,
i'll focus on the burning
sensation that i felt.

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