95 - outsider.

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it seems as if i am just a simple outsider;
never included for long,

never truly belonging to any group.

always the target of misplaced anger,
target of the mistreatment,

target of all things bad.

but no one feels bad about inflicting any of it on me,

oh of course not silly,

i'm just such an easy target, in all situations.
always taking it silently, welcoming it almost..

but i never thought,
i'd become such an outsider within my own family..

never seen and never listened to,
always brushed off,
always told i'm annoying everyone,

even though all i want is someone to talk to..

the loneliness is eating away at me,
taking every last ounce of sanity
i have managed to keep..

i don't wish to be an outsider anymore..

i want to fit in somewhere..

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