Words of the heart

103 - deserve it?

i always recite how much of a bitch karma is,
and i have experienced it time and time again.

but man, i never knew she worked this fast..

it truly is my own fault, and i deserve this,
but do i truly deserve the possible outcome..?

i mean, at least i am feeling something again..

but something like this?

i definitely think the whole situation is being blown way out of proportion, but then again, so is my contemplative reactions..

but just like she said, this is only the tipping point.

i want to truly blow my brains out, but would that really be so bad?

i do not think so but i guess i know the answer is really the opposite..

but this is the closest i've been..