i apologize,
for i have never until now understood, the gut wrenching feeling of having someone you care about ever so dearly, call you in the middle of the night sobbing.
struggling to form coherent sentences through the sobs escaping from between their lips;
struggling to breathe because all the air in the world has simply vanished and is being otherwise occupied..
gasping and gasping
but every moment is even more consuming,
the mere small whisper speaking sad melodies about how they cannot do this anymore and the fear
it instilled truly..
it hurts so bad to hear them sob about how no one else that is not their own blood can love them,
you sobbed about the same the night before,
except you wondered if even they could love you.
it hurts so bad to see the person you relate to on such a different level break down in such a way,
so i apologize, to all those i have
called during said times..
i promise to try to refrain from said action.
i just apologize sincerely.
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Words of the heart
Poetryfor anyone who has ever felt alone or doubtful about themselves, for the sad people who find comfort in poetry, for those who cannot seem to put their...
