83 - distraction.

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i don't think i have ever been
one to cope healthily.

diving into bad relationships
in the forms of
supposed lovers and friends
in the past.

and as i grow older,
the curiously to explore with
drugs and various
alcohol.

it seems i can resist the urges
much better now,
but that doesn't mean
that they're not there at all.

a simple person in my life
keeping me from experimenting,
while others encourage it.

but why the do i seek such unhealthy
coping mechanisms in the
first place?

simple.

i want a distraction from all this shit
that i got going on,

an escape,
from all these people
and myself.

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