Words of the heart

124 - 01/29/2021.

01/29/2021.

today marks a year that you've
been gone my beloved angel.

i didn't realize how well i've been
doing with your loss until
i broke once again.

not a single day goes by that you
do not cross my thoughts..

and i wear the tattoo in your honour
as one of my greatest honours.

a reminder that i even had
the pleasure of having a pup
as amazing as you were.

and i know most cannot understand
the great pain that the loss of you brought,
you were just my pet to them,

but to me you were always so much more.

i have never known a life without you,
and adjusting to it has been ever so hard..

you were my best friend, my dog,
and above all one of my greatest motivations.

i only wish i could go back to that night..
because knowing i could've possibly saved you,
kills me every single day.

knowing i did not get to say goodbye
or let you know how much i love you,
forever and always.

knowing i could have if i had just skipped
that stupid exam that morning..

if i could take it all back,
i promise i would..

you will always be so much more
than just my pet.

and i will carry you in my heart
forever and always baby.

your memory will never die.

so today i do not want
to be about mourning,

rather happiness and celebration
because i got the pleasure to know you at all.

i love you always papas.

xx