i genuinely do not understand how i
could've been her best friend,
especially for so long.
with the way I was always treated
on a constant basis.
but i guess i truly ignored it all,
just to keep someone
around.
the friendship was more toxic
than anyone could've imagined.
both of us staying silent for all that time,
through all that utter bullshit.
both playing like puppets and acting
as if we were oh so happy,
while it was all goin to hell.
all the little habits that i can no
longer notice without wanting to rip
someone's face off.
the pity that bleeds out with every word
but in reality she doesn't care at all,
she only wants to know the things
going wrong to know.
what i truly don't understand is why,
why i still get bothered to see
her so close with another.
why i still want to give her a
chance and salvage it all
despite me being sick every
time i look at her.
it's pathetic really..
she is changing by the day
for the worse and i can't
stand to look..
so i stand in the rain at night,
screaming at the top of my lungs
as the salty tears that are falling
mix with the rain
because i have no idea how
to feel about it all..
i thought it would stop after we put it all rest,
but it's simply only gotten worse..
and i hate to admit it but
it's destroying me.
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Words of the heart
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