Words of the heart

70 - is it me?

is it me?

is it the way how I get too excited to talk to people and hug them
at least twice per
conversation?

is it the way how I get super loud and laugh at most things that are said?

is it how overly emotional i get,
how when times get tough I isolate myself from everyone?

is it how insensitive and selfish
I come across from time to time?

the list goes on and on
of possibilities..

I promise I'm working on all of my little flaws and trying to fix them..

I just need you to be patient with me,
if you cannot be patient with me
as I go through this process
then please don't let
me get attached..

because you always end up leaving..
and I'm stuck here picking up
the pieces as I try
to figure out,
why..?

was it me?

did I make you all leave?

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!

just please, don't leave..