ROSES ✔️

Decisions

It was no use.

Dad already decided to send me off to a faraway place. They must be happy. Getting rid off me means no problems plaguing the house anymore. No more detention calls, no more shouting and cursing and even so, no more of me.

It seems that my existence on them was barely noticeable or mainly non existent. There are times when I used to think of what ifs.

What if it didn't happen to me? What if I'm still the pure and naively innocent princess that my mother and father loved? What would it feel to reverse every single thing I'd experience?

Will it change?

"Marcus...... about..uhm... rose. Do- do you really think we should send her off?"

I sneaked as soon as I heard my mother mentioning my name. Hiding behind the room next door, I tried to form the words into sentences.

"She's an adult who can differentiate right from wrong. She's turning eighteen and will be a legal adult. If she didn't pull this stunt back then,  she really wouldn't  push my patience. But guess what?my She did. This is her lesson and hopefully she learned . Although I didn't like this idea, I still have to"

So my father has conscience. At least he still cares and decided to do this. This part where he wants to give her little girl a lesson and learned from her mistakes.

"What if something happened along her way? What if som-"

"I'll drive her there myself, I'll also explain the circumstances were facing to mother. Don't worry, mom needs a companion and maybe, just maybe, this will be the best decision in our life"

I returned to tue room, no longer concerning myself towards the matter on my future. I don't know maybe waht my father said becomes the key.

The key to another chance to live.

I suddenly think of my cousin. How he used to help me cover things up and patched them nicely without my parents knowledge of it. The times we had when we were children and the pranks we used to every teacher and relatives. Also that nerdy guy with his usual big black glasses strutting the hallway with his awkward fashion sense.

I wonder how the future I will be facing on. The changes and environment I need to adapt and the people who don't know a single thing about me. Being curious and asking questions which I rather not have. How life goes on even if you're gone and how memories, new memories will be place on your life, the changes over time and how your family and friends go on without you.

I wish to know yet afraid to ask.

After thinking for a long time I decided. I need to have a strong mind, not just my body but my mental health too. Maybe this place that I am dreading in will be the place where I find myself.

A place where I can relieve the time and do things I've wanted to do.

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