ROSES ✔️

Executing

"Arianne, don't cry anymore. I'm not hurt see, I'm fine, I don't cough up blood it anything. So stop crying okay"

I gently coaxed my crying little sister, he was trembling so much like a shaken leaf. I couldn't do anything but to hold her in my arms and comfort her.

I can understand her fear.

I'm afraid too, but if fear always gets into my system, then I can't do anything. They say that what kills you makes you stronger, and if you let fear take over you, then you may just state that you lose.

And I don't want that.

After a lot of persuasion and harmless threathen, Arianne slept. She stays beside me so it means that she's in my old room, in my bed, where everything starts.

Where my pain, sorrow and blood,sweat and my tears, this old room of mine has seen it all, heard of it and witnessed all of my attempts to just end my worthless life.

But the thought that Arianne is here scares me. I don't want her to know about those things, those horrible acts that I've done in this room.

"Sweet dreams Arianne"

"Mhmmm, good night Rose"

I kissed her forehead, my eyes still trained to her now free of stains face, but it can't hide the fact that she's been crying all night. Her eyes are puffy, nose like an apple and her face still has the trace of a stains from her tears.

.....

"Is she asleep now?"

I was sitting in a stool in the kitchen room, my hands both on my face. Elliot was beside me as I try to sink everything that happened just 3 hours ago.

My parents were away and my brothers are working so I don't need to worry about them asking questions about what happened. Thankfully, I was just grazed and Elliot knocks me over before I was hit.

I was almost hit

I shiver at the thought of me lying in a pool of blood, Elliot's hand was stained with my blood and the screams of fright my sister would give. Shaking all the negative thoughts away from my mind, I found Elliot looking at me.

"We have to do it, now"

"I agree with you, it wouldn't escalate if he didn't do this to my sister"

Elliot's eyes harden and the temperature got cold. I didn't know but I feel that a storm of emotions we're brewing into his eyes.

"You deserve to get justice, and don't even think about letting him off. I'm stronger now, I can protect you, so please......just, just don't say those words again, yeah?"

I bit my lips in frustration, I was happy yet angry at the same time. I know he's concerned so that's why I'm happy but I'm an adult now, I can work things out by myself.

So why do you need to have him as your back up?

His eyes are focused into me, and something sparked, in a lightening speed, he was beside me.

"I....ughhh, just, wait.....shit!"

"What is it?"

"I got a stiff neck"

I burst into laughter and hold my stomach as I hollered uncontrollably. Elliot just looks at me, smiling fondly and I can't help but to feel sorry for him.

If it wasn't for me intruding into his life, then he must be living his life out there.

The thought of his title "The most sought bachelor" made it's way on to my mind, and I feel it again. The lump in my throat formed and the heaviness of my chest swells until I can't help but release a heavy breath.

"Are you okay?"

He look so concerned at me, and all I've done to him was to made him stain his hands with blood, borrow his body just for revenge.

"Yeah, it's been a rough day on you. I'm sorry if you have to deal with....all of this, I really am sorry Elliot"

Elliot knocks my head and I almost fall down on my seat but he caught me by his sturdy hands. His face was so near I can count his long eyelashes, so near that I can see his heart shaped lips, so red and moist. His warm hands still in my waist and the warmth starts spreading on  my whole body. The butterflies have been awoken and I can't help but to shut my eyes, trying to block the reflection of  embarrassment on his eyes.

Some time passed and I almost think that Elliot must have left some distance. But when I almost opened my right eye, a warm and soft feeling spread to my body.

Especially my lips.

I thought that Elliot must have a little of experience in kissing, because everytime I saw him in tv, he was flocked by a group of gorgeous and voluptuous women's. I didn't think that way so I thought he must have gotten laid for all these years and never have any shortage of women who wants to sleep with him.

For the first time in my life, I was thankful for living.

His clumsy kiss was soon dominated by me as I guided him through the kiss. My hands on his neck and his warm big hands on my waist. Our skin touched, our breath mingled with each other, the emotions we have in our eyes were burning fervently, our hands were clumsy as we guided each other into the border line.

Never noticing that were already in our spare room, he kicked his shoes and kiss me with so much passion I could handle.

Soon, our clothes were gone and everywhere his hands reach, my skin burns, the atmosphere prickled with the intensity. We let go of ourselves, we reached our destination and I was almost in the break of insanity.

I never would have thought that I would feel this way after all that happened to me, but I know it's because of him.

Soon, our breaths have shorten, the beats of our hearts who were galloping earlier subsided and ride through the rhythm we created. We nestled in each other's embrace, feeling the hard skin in his back and his feeling mine.

We didn't talk, but I know, our minds understood and our hearts we're beating into the same tone.

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Just a few chapters and Rose's will be finished, huhuhuhuhuuu 😭😭 😭

This story made me realize that in order to get what you want, you must not be overcome by fear, for fear is only a thought, a manipulation in your mind that made you stop on reaching your goals.

Although I really love this book, I have to finish it. You know that everything starts and ends too, so no matter how much we wanted to prolong this, sadly nothing in this world is fair.

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