"But you're my step brother" Jersey Said .
"Not tonight I'm not " Jahseh said walking closer to her .
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Lawd so many people thought Jersey got stabbed.. sorry that's my damn fault😭😭😭😩. ____________________________ Jersey
I opened my eyes as Kayla shook me.
"Come on witcho bowl shaped ass, Kaylie waiting for you downstairs." She said as she left my room.
I was still in shock about yesterday but I didn't say anything. I just said awwe and kept it moving. Even though now..when she finds out she's gonna be literally pissed that I didn't tell her. I know I'm going to come face to face with him today and maybe even Stokeley.The last conversation me and Jahseh has was about him having full custody.. which I definitely am never gonna let happen.Fuck my life. I struggled to get up as I held the side of my bed.
"AAAHHH FUCK!"I said as I screamed in pain. I felt a clench below my stomach. I've been getting that for about 3 days. I rubbed my stomach as I took deep breaths.
"Come on y'all give momma a break." I said as I got up from the bed. I wobbled over to my closet picking out things to wear. I picked out something regular because I didn't really feel like going overboard. There was no point to, not like I have a nigga or something. I have to admit, I do feel empty like a part of me isn't here without Jahseh.
Sometimes I couldn't even go to sleep at night when I first moved in. I was also heart broken because I wouldn't think Stoke would ever do that to me. As I walked to the side of my bed I looked back at the picture on my nightstand. I leaned forward to look at it and picked it up. I sat on my bed and started to cry.
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Everyone was so happy then. I was worry free and stokeley was always by my side each step of the way. Mom took me to this photo shoot.. I still remember her crazy ass saying "POSE IT GIRLLL" "FUCK IT UP" "BAD BITCH STATUS". Even though she acted like a fucking child, she always made me happy in any situation.
My sobs got louder as all the memories started to come back. I missed Jahseh. I missed the way he woke up with drool on the side of his mouth. I miss the way he blushed when I would compliment him. I missed the way he held me when I wasn't okay. I missed how he went out of his way to make sure I had everything I needed. He had my heart, and still does.
Nobody knew me here, I love Kaylie and Kayla, but I was never comfortable with telling them about my past.. so I never did. I just wanted to go back home. But I have to do the best for my children and that's to try and forget about him along with Stokeley.
I cover my face with my hands and my sobs muffled. I didn't feel like going out anymore, I couldn't take the pain if I saw them again. Kayla came up and rushed to my side.
"Shhh what's wrong?" She said as she put her arm around me rubbing my back for comfort.
"I-I just can't go out today. I'm sorry." I said as I hiccuped.
