I look to the window in front of me, I feel my handmaiden pull on my hair. My grey eyes are cold as I feel a tear roll down my cheek. Kai frowns at me, his hazel eyes bore into me.
"Morrigan?" he asks causing the woman braiding my hear gasp, I wave her away "Leave us" Kai say turning back to me. "Look at me" He states as I look away from him, I look up to him as more tears roll down my cheeks.
"I can't do this, that dream Kai what the goddess said" I whisper my voice shaking " Oh the Goddess Kai, I am an outsider to him, to them" I state shaking my head. Kai let out a sigh and kneeled before me "You choose him correct, maybe the goddess wants you to tell him about your father sins, about what you had to do and sacrifice for your lands, why you are the Shadow Queen, Maybe its time for him to choose you Morrigan" He states and gets up, I nodded getting up and removing my tears from my face. As I walk through my castle, towards the west wing, I feel nausea ran over me as I enter the wing, why did they place him in this godforsaken wing, why this wing. I knock on the door my hand shaking, Ragnar opens the door smiling at me
"Queen, I had a dream about you and your goddess last night" I let out a small smile as nausea travels up my body.
"I wish to speak to Ivar," I ask "Or is it against your traditions," I ask entering the wing
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"None of this is our traditions" I hear Sigurd whisper, I turn to him and let out a smile
"Please leave," I ask, nausea has reached a boiling point, as they leave only me and Ivar, I rush towards the chamber pot, the liquid leaving my body burns up my throat, I get up shaking as I sit down in front of Ivar he looks at me out of curiosity,
"I've never had a woman vomit at the sight of me," he says with a small laugh but I can feel there is no humor in his statement, "If your here to tell me the wedding is off I understand, who would want to marry a cripple" he states I let out a frown, and shake my head
"No, you think that all you are is a cripple?" I ask and hold up my hand as he wants to answer " Ardan is a dwarf and they call him commander because they fear him, fear is a great motivator. but no That's not why I am here Ivar, I had a dream last night of my goddess she told me I must tell you the sin's of my father, and why I am Queen now, You see Ivar I choose you now It is time for you to Choose me" Ivar looks at me and frowns
"Well go on, we don't have all day"
"When I was born, my mother had been dead, I somehow lived, but for so long I wished I had died with her, this is why I am known as the daughter of death, this is where my name comes from, my name means death and chaos, My father wanted a son so bad that on my tenth name day he got a farmers boy and trained him to be his successor to be a chieftain when my father dies, a right that belonged to me. On my thirteenth name day my father entered my chambers, these very chambers you and I sit in, he told me I was a woman now and this is what woman do, he rapped me that night and for many after that" I said my voice and breath shaky, Ivar face fell "He sold me to a chieftain in the east, the Eastlands are desert wastelands, the chieftain was not a nice man Ivar, he was a demon walking this earth, but he had two sons and a wife, he took me on as his second wife, there I learned a woman's place, be quiet woman, stop screaming woman, and every night her would offer me up to his men like a pig for slaughter" I spat the last words out of my mouth like they burned me "Until one day it stopped, a son had killed his father, Kai had, had enough so he plunged his blade into his father throat, as I was being rapped by him, and Ivar that mans blood spilling over me made me reliase, a woman's place was not to be quite, it was to be heared, so I got up and with my blood soaked body, I created a revelotion, I was done, I had enough of the killing, slaughtering and raping of the innocint, So I put a stop to it, one by one chieftain fell, does who would not jion me were served like pigs for slaughter, I brought the faith back to the people, my name was wishepered by the sleeping and the deing alike, I had touched a whole kingdom, Word got to my father and he wanted me assasinted, He hired the Assasin Dilion, but when he saw me he bowed to my feet, they all bowed to my feet, from blood and fear I created a new Kingdom, a better, stronger kingdom" I look Ivar dead in the eyes as I can feel my eyes changing colour
