Together is enough // phanfiction

Part 26

Phil

Phil grunted as he let himself fall on Dan's bed. "I don't think I've ever been this full." Dan grinned as he sat down next to him. "Well, I think she wants you to move in right away. Nobody ever appreciates her food like that."

Phil laughed as he looked at Dan, "You really look nothing like her..." he paused for a second, "I mean, looks wise you look exactly like her but personality wise..." he shook his head. "She's so..." "Happy?" Dan filled in. Phil smirked and shook his head again, "I was gonna say enthusiastic."

"Right..." Dan nodded and laid himself down next to Phil. They were silent for a minute. "I fought with her last night." Dan eventually said. Phil curiously looked to his side so he could look at Dan's face. "Why?"

Dan shrugged, "I don't even know why... I was so mean to her..." he shook his head. "And she apologized to me this morning, like it was her fault..." Phil moved his hand slightly so it touched Dan's. 

"I made her feel like she did something wrong, while I was the person in the wrong..." Dan whispered, like it was a confession. "I'm sure she knows you never meant to make her feel bad." Phil said after a few seconds. "She loves you no matter what."

"I know... That makes it even worse." Dan shook his head. "Hey..." Phil now grabbed Dan's hand. "I'm sure you can make it up to her. And even if you can't she probably already forgave you before you even did it." He smiled.

Dan now turned his head too so their faces got real close together. "You're amazing, you know that Phil?"

Phil could feel himself starting to blush. Dan's hot breath made his neck hairs stand up. He loved being this close to Dan. "You're amazing." he said softly while squeezing Dan's hand. Dan got a big smile on his face, revealing his dimples. Phil could feel his stomach turn, Dan was so damn attractive. 

Phil extended his neck so their faces got close enough for their lips to slightly graze each other. This shot shivers all through his body. Just that slight touch was enough to make him want so much more. 

Dan seemed to feel the same way as he pushed his head forward so their lips locked. For a few seconds they laid like that, before Dan slightly opened his mouth. Just like that their soft kiss turned into a passionate making out session. 

Phil could feel Dan's tongue sliding against his and it made him let out a little moan. Just loud enough for Dan to hear. Dan took this as an encouragement as he pushed himself up so he was lying sideways, his head above Phil's.

As their kiss got more intense Phil could feel Dan's hand going along his waist and slowly letting his fingers trail just a bit underneath Phil's shirt. Phil could feel himself slightly shaking at Dan's touch. 

He grabbed Dan's hand and pushed it further underneath his own shirt, as a sign that it was okay. Phil had never experienced anything like this. His entire body was shaking and shivering on the inside but it felt so good. Like he was flying for the first time. It was scary but the longer it took and the higher you went the better it was.

Dan made circling motions on Phil's stomach with his fingers while his other hand went through his hair. The skin to skin felt so amazing it made Phil hate his clothing. He gave Dan a slight push and broke their kiss. Dan was hovering above him, his hair looking like a mess but his eyes looked like stars. 

Keeping straight eye contact Phil grabbed the hem of his shirt and pulled it up to take it off. This turned out to be quite difficult as he was laying down so with a big grin Dan helped him getting it over his head.

Dan bit his lip looking at Phil's bare chest, not focusing on the bruises but on the beauty. "Shit..." he mumbled under his breath. "What? Is there something wrong?" Phil asked worried, quite insecure about his body.

Dan smirked and shook his head, "Everything is perfect." he stared at him for another second before Dan pushed himself up and placing one leg on each side of Phil's thighs, resting on his elbows besides Phil's head. "Is this alright?" he asked softly.

"It's perfect." Phil sighed before putting one hand in Dan's neck and pulling him in for another kiss. This one was even rougher than before. Phil put his free hand on Dan's back underneath his shirt, rubbing it up and down. 

This lasted for about a minute until Dan broke the kiss, but instead of pulling away he kissed Phil's face and went down to his neck. When he softly started to suck on the thin, sensitive skin Phil let out a gasp. At that moment Dan pushed his hips down, causing friction.

This caused Phil's gasp to turn into a soft moan. He closed his eyes deciding to just feel everything. For a minute it was all perfect, like Phil was on cloud nine. 

Then everything came down on him, exactly what happened that time on the beach. Phil was suddenly very aware that he was shirtless and another boy was on top of him. In that moment everything that felt amazing before now felt like it was suffocating him. His mind started to race and panic and he felt like he had to scream or run or just get away at least.

He put both his hands on Dan's stomach and pushed him over, forgetting Dan's bruises, and shoot up into the air, breathing heavily. Dan rolled over and whined loudly. "Fuck Phil, what the hell?!" he cried out in pain. Phil looked over in fear and saw Dan's face scrunching in pain. 

"Shit Dan, I'm so sorry." he put his hand over his mouth. "Shit shit." he closed his eyes and tried to calm his mind down which was still racing. 

Dan hissed in pain for a few more seconds before slowly sitting up next to Phil who still had his eyes closed. "Are you alright Phil?" Dan asked trying to hide the fact that he was still in pain. 

Phil nodded, "yeah yeah..." he paused for a second and then shook his head, "no not really, I'm so sorry I hurt you Dan." he felt his eyes filling up with tears.

Dan softly grabbed Phil's face with both hands with a worried expression, "Phil what's going on? Did I do something wrong?" Phil shook his head, squeezing his eyes shut, causing a few tears to roll down his cheeks. "No, no. You did everything right..." he said between soft sobs.

"I don't understand." Dan whispered, desperately trying to help him. On both cheeks he rubbed the tears away with his thumb.

Phil slowly opened his eyes, seeing Dan's worried face. "Me neither."