pyschopath || haechan

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i had everything you ever had,
finally realising i could never be you.

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instagram: markeuri has uploaded on his story for the first time. go check it out!

somi tapped on the notification only for the outer parts of her lips to curl upwards ever so slightly.

markeuri: hsm marathon celebrating @/fullsun birthday! happy eighteenth buddy. we love you!

the small video of mark and haechan cuddling with the faint sounds of high school musical made it wish it was her instead.

she was almost lovers yet she didn't even know his birthday. she wanted to at least celebrate with him.

but there was no point anyways,

he told her to stop trying to know what it feels like.

but whoever said she knew what it felt like?

she just wanted to next to him.

she left the house straight to the mall. not even hesitating to go to the arts and craft section, she picked out a large sketchbook with a set of watercolours.

she realised she picked up on small little things by being with him for a short period of time. his love for art was surreal.

every single time they were with each other, they were always painting and drawing.

ironic how much love blinded her even when haechan wanted nothing to do with her.

because sometimes, communication could be seen by actions.

she tightly wrapped it finishing it off with a blue ribbon. she tied the card which she believed was the most valuable item.

it was priceless, because it was something from her heart.

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haechan walked into class and saw an unfamiliar item on his regular desk.

a largely wrapped gift.

he opened the card to read,

happy birthday haechan.
even though we may not be the best of friends right now, i couldn't help but buy you a present. i am still upset at the fact you never told me your birthday. even though i hate you, there's still a part of me that wants to be with you. i don't care about trying to know how it feels because i don't. just please stop ignoring me.

but if you can't, draw something beautiful where ever your mind takes you.

- somi

favourite song in nct new album?
mine is replay or run back 2 you!