I wish life didn't suck so bad. 
                              I wish I could find romance as easily as other people
                              I wish people would actually love and accept me as ace and not pressure or make me feel guilty for doing something I don't want to do. 
I wish I wasn't always ace 
                              I wish I didn't feel absolutely worthless by the end of each day 
                              I wish I wasn't constantly judged be everyone 
                              I wish I didn't ever have to see his face again 
                              I wish people were on my side when bad things happen to me 
                              I wish I could grow up and face reality head on and not run from my problems 
                              I wish I could let it all go and forget 
                              I wish people truly accepted and liked me as a person 
                              I wish to love myself while knowing it'll never happen 
                              I wish I wasn't alone with my problems 
                              I wish to stop breathing so I wouldn't have to wake up just to want to go back to bed 
                              I just wish things would change for me, for the better... 
                              Everything just currently sucks so bad for me. My life is miserable. It's just a downward slope of me crashing into every tree on the way down as I become worse and worse...
                              I hope everyone's day is better than mine. I wish y'all the best of everything and good luck to every single one of you. 
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  