[OLD] Open Minds - Book 1 - Goldie x Reader/OC(Pheonix)

IMPORTANT: drowning in tears

Me: H-hey guys.  Amy here.  I need to tell you something that may delay my other updates.  I-its a touchy subject, but I need to tell others about it.  My friend Alyssa, she...She did something no one can undo on Friday night, October 26th. 

*all of the characters from the book are silent and allowing me to continue.*

  I was texting her earlier, and I was expecting a sarcastic response like always, but I never got it.  Instead, I got an answer from her younger sister, Cassidy.  And seeing as Lys never lets Cass on her phone, I kinda knew something's up. 

  I asked her why she was on her sister's phone, gearing that my friend had done what she's been threatening to do for several years. 

  Turns out...my darkest thoughts were confirmed.  Lys...took her own life earlier that night.  I have the texts screenshot from earlier and a few minutes ago. 

  Cass and I spent about an hour and a half on the phone after she first told me about it.  We cried a lot, and we're just in silence most of the time.  I can't deal with this death.  This sadly adds another person to my list of lost friends and lost loved ones. 

  Alyssa went to the pond in the woods behind her house, and drowned herself.  She held herself under the docks, which is what Cass told me.  They found her around two or three hours after death, and this case wasn't supposed to be publicised.  No one except her local police and family were supposed to know, and maybe the town.  It supposed to be just labeled as a suicide, no details exposed to the public.  Yet here I am, sharing this with all of you.

  I've lost too many people to suicide.  And now my boyfriend isn't answering any of the texts or calls I give it send him.  I don't think I can talk him out of this, but I'm gonna keep hope.  I'm getting worried, I can't lose two people in less than 10 days.  I shouldn't lose any like this at all.

  All of you who are out there reading this, thank you for listening to me.  And if you ever need to tell someone, just PM me.  I will be here for you.  If you need to rant about how life is for you, or you just want to chat, go ahead and PM me, at any hour you want or need. 

  I'll show you the screenshots now, and I will continue giving with Cass, who is currently in FaceTime with me and is in the numb state of shock you're in when you lose someone. 

I hope you all have a better day/night than I'm having, so I will see you soon...ciao.