Forever & Always

Waiting for your call

Emily's POV

It's been 2 weeks since A sent his last message. Alison's father is back to their house from the hospital. He's still a little shaky, still recovering, but he's okay. I was thinking A hasn't been up to date for the past few weeks. I guess whoever that person is finally realized that there's really no point in what he's doing.

A is just a complication. Sure he might be causing problems, but somehow we always get through it, because that's what friends do for each other. We stick together, even when the worse things happen, when A tried to separate us 4, we never left each other's side. We knew it was just a phase, a phase that will try to bring us down, to test our limits. But it's just not enough.

Now that Alison is back from the "dead." I don't see why A didn't just go to her house, and just kill her. Well, I don't want to sound like im the bad person, but A had that opportunity, since he's always somehow ahead of us.. He never did.

I guess A was just trying to scare Alison and us. But why, that's what I don't get. And so now, A's gone..? I hope so.

Paige apologized to me. Weird, because she doesn't apologize for anything, like ever. When we were together, and we had little fights, I was always that one who would come up to her and ask for forgiveness first. But if this is her way of saying, "Break up with Ali, and be with me again."

Well, it's certainly not working, because we are never getting back together, like ever. Just ask Taylor Swift. Haha. Just kidding.

But seriously.. I think I love Ali now.. well I always have, but it became bigger, like I'm more passionate about it than before.. I just hope that she won't leave me again, the way she left me before because it hurt, like hell.

I just haven't seen Alison since we talked about going to Texas which was like a week ago. And she moved back to her house, since her dad came back, so I was home alone, again. So I just haven't texted her in a while, I guess you could say that I was the one waiting for her to text me or call me, because I don't want to look or sound desperate, you know? And I don't even know if we're dating, or what. Cause it's just so confusing..

{Flashback.}

Like one time, when we were watching a movie in the living room, her phone kept beeping, like someone kept sending her text messages, and I asked if it was from A, and she said no. So I just ignored it, but she didn't even watched the movie, at all! Her eyes were freakin glued on her phone all night. Like who is this person.

After the movie ended, she went to the bathroom, and I checked to see who it was. And guess who it was. Noel! Out of all the people she could text, she chooses him.

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Alison's POV

Emily's been really weird lately. At first she says, she wants to be with me.. Then the next thing you know, she's on a freakin date with Paige. Yeah, I saw Emily holding her hand. I was walking with Aria, to pick up her mom's wedding dress, and suddenly I spot the two of them, flirting inside the Brew. Do you know how much that got to me? It hurt a little more than when Cyrus slashed my thigh.

So I was purposely not calling her, or texting her so she knows I saw her and Paige together. I just want her to call me first and say that she's sorry. To tell me what happened and I just want to hear voice and her apologize to me, so I know that her feelings for me are real.

But lately, it just doesn't feel like it.