Y/n POV -
Sadness overwhelmed me, the room smelling of rubbish, Mason had been gone for a little over a week now and I missed him dearly. I understand this is all my fault but I know what he did was wrong, I just love him too much to think about actually losing him.
My phone kept buzzing and lighting up, I really could careless about who was texting me at this point, it never seems to be Mason so why should I care? That gave me the bright idea to text him:
Y/n -
Hey mase, I miss you
I didn't expect for him to answer straight away as he was probably very torn from the situation too, most likely blaming me for the treacherous pain I created for the both of us. I only can take the blame for this as a way of wanting him back. Suddenly my phone lit up again with a different 'bing' type noise, different for one reason only, Mason!
Mason -
I miss you too, can we restart?
I smiled at the message, we tried before but I do hope I look passed (I'm so confused between past and passed so bare with me) everything this time around as I do love and need him. I genuinely do feel as though I am nothing without him which I guess is partly true in a way, I wouldn't be close to Anna without him. I'm thankful for him, he just made a bad decision that ruined it for the both of us.
Y/n -
Of course, you can drop by anytime. I just need you right now, I miss you so much
The message had been read with no response, that's okay, maybe I was a bit eager? But who cares I love him and I just want him to know that. I assume he does but after this whole ordeal he'd be in doubt, as I am too. Everything just feels like one huge mistake, if I would've just gone with them that night then nothing would have happened, but I guess there's no changing the past.
A/n - I think I'm a lesbian? I don't know. I'm just so confused right now, I thought I was bisexual or pansexual but now I'm just confused out of my mind. Anywho sorry for the late update I've been doing a lot of assessments recently. And ty guys for five thousand reads, dude wTf wowing ilyily
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Fanfiction"Mason listen to me, I love you." the book is complete! if you would like to check out my other one that i'm working on it's a fitz x reader called cut my hair. ily guys uwu
