him ;zucklesxreader; (completed)

Part ; 25

Y/n POV -

It's been a week since everyone left to go home, things have been semi-awkward with Mason, he's been trying t act all lovey dovey but it's making me uncomfortable. I keep thinking of how he would've done this with the girl he cheated with. His hands all over her body, touching her the way he touched me. The thought keeps flashing through my head constantly. I've tried to stop it but everytime I'm just about to stop he does something to make me think about it again, I know it sounds so pathetic but, maybe he doesn't love me? He just needs someone so he feels needed in someway.

"Y/n, do you wanna go on a date tonight?" Mason called out from the lounge room, his tone seemed to be pleading and somewhat upset.

"Yeah sure" I spoke just loud enough for him to hear, I hope this date goes well. But I doubt it will, I'll most likely become uncomfortable if he hugs me or touches me in anyway. I understand I'm overreacting but it hurts. It hurts knowing he caressed another girl whilst in a good relationship.

I hear foot steps coming towards the room, knowing it was Mason I just kept scrolling through my Instagram. There's been a lot of edits of me and Mason recently too, it makes me emotional when seeing them, people take time out of their day to make them for us, it's a kind gesture.

"Y/n what's wrong?" My eyebrow raised up to him and I peaked my eyes over the top of my phone. "Why haven't you been acting like we're actually together?"

"Mason, I don't know. It makes me uncomfortable that I'm not the only girl you're touching." His mouth went into an 'o' shape and he fell back onto the bed.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for making you feel this way, but I genuinely do love you. I know I cannot change what I did but we can move past it, we've been through so much, please just bare with me." He spoke in a quiet tone, tears streamed down his face as he spoke.

"I'm trying,"