My Life Is Different

Chapter Eight

I'm at Jades house sitting on her bed catching her up on what happened today. Her room has pink carpet with white walls filled with pictures of her along with her friends and family she also has some pictures of her and Chase. She has pink comforter with purple pillows I'm in my pajamas sitting on her bed her parents are out of town and she really wants the company,

"I think Justin likes you"

"I don't care I'm just upset because Jake would rather choose club girls over me"

She took my hand "he's a guy"

"I thought he was different though"

She got off the bed and went to look out the window,

"Uhh Pay" she said "come here"

I got off the bed and went to the window and in her yard written in purple lights reads Payton Miller I Choose You I looked at Jade,

"Think he's the same now" she questioned

"Nope"

I looked back into the yard and saw in red lights Jade You Are My One Only I showed Jade and she smiled,

"Think they are trying to apologize" Jade smiled

"Go let them in" I laughed

She ran out her room and down the steps. I heard her open the door then close it I walked out of her room and down the steps to find Jade and Chris in an embrace "he makes her so happy" I went into the living room and was immediately hugged by Jake,

"I choose you Payton I'll always choose you"

"I'm glad you got your priorities straightened out" I laughed

He kissed me.

We're all laying on the pull out couch I'm in between Jake and Jade. I heard my phone chime I looked at it

@JakeThomas mentioned you in a post

I unlocked my phone and looked at it

@JakeThomas: realized that she's more important then any girl in the club I love you @PaytonMiller

@PaytonMiller: I love you too @JakeThomas

I read some replies I got off the bed and took Jade with me we went into the bathroom,

"What's wrong?" she asked

I handed her my phone after she was done reading it she looked at me and wiped away my tears,

@PaytonMiller: I read what you all say and I didn't know how many people want me out of his life

I looked at Jade and her arms are outstretched I walked in.

I woke up the next morning in the arms of the one person I love and wouldn't trade for the world. I heard his phone,

"Babe answer that for me" he said

I grabbed his phone off the side table and answered it,

"Hello?"

"Is this Jake Thomas?"

I sat up "who wants to know?"

"Tom Rank"

I looked at Jake sleeping "he's not here at the moment can I take a message?"

"Just tell him we need him in Spain tomorrow"

I felt a lump forming in my throat and tears started to form in my eyes,

"Hello?" he questioned

"Why is he leaving?"

"We need him to do a show here and a few interviews"

Tears came down my face "I'll be sure to pass on the message"

I hung up the phone and laid it on the bed. I got up and went outside and sat on the bench. I just started crying "he's always leaving he just got back from tour a few weeks back and now he has to go to Spain I can't deal with this" the front door opened and Jake came out,

"Who was on the phone?"

"A guy named Tom Rank he says you have to go to Spain tomorrow"

Jake came and sat beside me,

"Oh" he's upset

"Do you have to go?"

"It's my job"

I just looked at my hands "oh."

"I'll be home as soon as possible"

"Promise?"

"Promise"

He put his arm around me and I leaned into him.

I'm inside Jades house with blankets on me Jake doesn't want me to get sick. Jade and Chris went out to spend time together. Jake came over and laid beside me I curled up next to him he changed the channel to the news it says we're getting a bad storm tonight I looked at Jake and then the tv,

"Please don't go" I mumbled

"I'll be fine" he said

I guess he heard me,

"You're staying with Jade tonight" he said

"No I'm not"

"I'm not asking I'm telling"

"Jade wants to spend time with Chris"

"I'll talk to her"

"Jake I'll be perfectly fine"

"I'm not taking that chance"

He looked at me and I looked at him,

"I can't lose you" he said

I kissed his cheek

"I'll be fine"

"Please stay with Jade"

I huffed "fine"

He smiled "I love you"

"I love you too"

I finally found a guy who actually cares about me and I really like the feeling. The feeling of being cared about not just by your family by someone who was a complete stranger, and now that complete stranger is someone you can't live without someone who makes you laugh, smile and just makes you feel wanted.