My Life Is Different

Chapter Thirty-Seven

Don't say "goodbye" to a loved one say "see you later" goodbyes are forever and you never want to say goodbye to a loved one. Being in this business you always say "see you later" and it's very annoying because you never want to leave a loved one but you have to and its a pain.

Today Jake is leaving. My manager Chase found new openers so that means Jake has to leave. Once the fans found out about it they were really upset. I asked if he could stay to watch me perform and it was a quick no, but I can fly him out whenever I can. Along with Jake Maria is leaving as well I actually told Jake to take Maria he'll be able to protect her more than me.

I got out of bed and heard the shower running. I went in and brushed my teeth,

"GoodMorning my Queen" Jakes voiced echoed in the room

"Some morning" I exhaled "everyone except Chase and I are leaving I'm going to be alone"

I heard the shower stop and the towel on the rack disappeared. The shower curtain opened and he walked out and wrapped me in his arms,

"Hopefully not for long I'll fly out as much as I can"

"But you'll be getting ready for your tour and in the studio"

He kissed me

"But I'd rather see you once a month then not at all" he smiled

I nodded and just relaxed into him even though he was wet and well kinda naked I didn't care. We stood there for what seemed like an hour but was only a couple minutes,

"Alright" I said while letting go "I have to get Maria ready"

"Alright" he said upset

"I love you"

"Love you too"

I walked out of the bathroom and saw Maria holding onto her bear "I wonder where she got that bear from? she must've found it in a dumpster or something it's very raggedy looking" I went over to her side of the bed and gently woke her,

"Come on Maria...time to get up"

She groaned and rolled over,

"Maria get up its time to go"

She covered her face with her bear,

"No" she said

"Maria it's time to get up" I said while trying not to cry "it's time for you to go"

"I don't want to"

The door to the bathroom opened. Jake walked out wearing black jeans and a red shirt with a white snapback,

"Maria" he said "lets go"

She instantly woke up and got out of bed,

"From now on why don't you wake her up" I laughed

He went to her drawer and pulled out a white t-shirt with a black jacket and white shorts. He handed me her clothes and we went into the bathroom.

Once Maria was ready I got ready I took a quick shower. I wore white high waisted jeans with a black crop top. I curled my hair and put on my black chucks. I came out of the bathroom to see both of their suitcases packed and laying on the bed. My eyes started to water.

We're at the airport. I'm holding Maria and she's holding onto me with no intentions to let go. I hate saying goodbye and I still don't trust planes, why do you think we always take the tour bus it's hard for me to get on a plane, my brother and sister came over and sat down,

"You gonna be ok?" my sister asked

I nodded "yeah" I'm totally lying, but I don't want them to worry