Over The Seas [Kim Sunwoo The Boyz]

Ch. Tweleve

Well, that was a weird experience for me...

Today, I'm hanging out with my brother because our parents are gonna have a late night with a bunch of patients. He obviously would rather be with his friends than to be with him so he's gonna invite them over.

I'm not nervous or anything since I know Sunwoo is coming too. I still think this whole crush things is ridiculous. He obviously doesn't feel the same, whatever this feeling is.
a few minutes later...
They're here. One by one, they enter into our front door and make their way to the living room where Jihoon has already set his gaming consol.
K, Sunwoo, Danny, and his brother Chansuk start to greet my brother.

I wish I could be in my room but our parents told Jihoon that I have to be in the same room as his 24/7. Except for the bathrooms, of course.
So I'm sitting on the couch watching my brother finishing setting up the snacks.
K and Chansuk are helping him while Danny has controller in hand, ready to play. Oh, and Sunwoo decided to sit next to me on the couch...

"So, are you gonna play with us?" I can tell Sunwoo is trying to start a conversation without being awkward.
"I love playing video games and all but I'm not sure Jihoon wants me to ruin the fun." I say as I try to get more comfortable, hoping it helps with the awkwardness.
I think he got the memo because he immediately got up and went to sit next to Danny.

What was that all about?

I just sat there, watching them all play this weird action game that looks similar to a video game that was very popular in America...
After a while, I started feeling sleepy. I try my best not to sleep on the couch because that already feels embarrassing. I try to get Jihoon's attention to tell him that I'm going upstairs but he's too concentrated because he's almost winning.
Whatever. I'm gonna go anyways.
As I'm starting to walk up the stairs, someone calls my name. I turn around and I see Sunwoo catching up to me.
"Where are you going?" He seemed so eager to talk to me once again.
"I feel tired- I'm going to my room to sleep." I turn back towards the stairs and start walking up.
"But I was hoping I'd talk to you. I haven't been seeing that often now that you're hanging out more with your new friend."

Is he seriously getting jealous of Sewoon?

"Sorry, I guess. I'm kinda over being friends with my brother's friends. It's weird for me." I don't know what I'm saying but it makes sense.
"Oh, I thought it didn't matter." He got sad all of a sudden. I thought he didn't care that much.
"It didn't but now I feel like I'm starting to become social in school therefore making more friends." That was a complete lie.
"You know what, you should really get some rest. I don't think your brain is working that well." He gave me an angry look and walked back to the living room.

He was right. I felt like I wasn't in control of what I was saying anymore in front of him. Is this a side effect or something of having a crush???