lauren,
"freakazoid" samantha walked up to me.
"what do you want?" i asked rudely.
"oh i've got everything i want including shawn. my shawnie" she said.
those words made my heart shatter into a million pieces. just the thought of samantha and shawn together hurt so much.
"i don't care about you or shawn" i lied.
"yeah right you have some new boyfriend. jack gilinsky, the social media star?" she laughed in my face. "he'll never go for you either"
"then i guess it's a good thing i don't want him" i said and walked away from her annoyed.
but jack was a social media star? how did i not know this?
i walked out in the parking lot, going for my car.
when i got there, shawn was standing there.
"can i help you?" i asked.
"is it true?" he asked me.
"is what true?"
somehow this reminded me of the day we broke up.
three weeks ago.
"you know what"
"that i'm dating someone? why does that concern you" i asked.
"i just.." he trailed off.
"you just what?" i asked.
"i thought you'd forgive me at some point. i thought i could make it up to you, i could-" he seemed sad.
and i wanted nothing more than to hug him right now. i didn't want him to be sad. i looked at him.
he started to walk away.
"i-im not dating jack. there just rumors" i said as he was walking.
so he stopped and turned to me.
"really?" he asked me.
"really, shawn. i-i still love you, i wouldnt be able to be with someone else" i told shawn.
"you are?" he asked and i saw some light in his eyes when i said it.
i nodded. "that can't mean anything, shawn"
"right" he said. "right, i just.. i can't lose you, i really can't. if i lose you, i won't have anyone left. you were it for me"
"we can't" i said. "i don't trust you and i-it would be pointless"
"we would be pointless? lau-"
"no, shawn. i went to florida because i got into the school and i have to leave right after graduation and i don't want to have to say goodbye to you so it's pointless"
"no" he said and walked closer. "no, you're wrong. lauren, you may have to leave but me and you-were not pointless. we're everything. can't you see that?"
"i-i think i need some time" i mumbled.
"fine. fine, okay." he said.
"goodbye, shawn" i turned around.
"one more thing" he said making me turn back.
"i'll never- i won't stop loving you and i won't stop apologizing. but i'll give you time if that's what you want but i will always wait for you so when you're ready.. i'm here" he said.
i didn't says anything, i just looked at him.
"you-you don't have to say anything. you-you just have to know that" he said and walked away from me leaving me standing there.
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the girl in the stands - shawn mendes
Fanfictionshawn mendes. the popular, football player who likes me? that's just crazy.. why would someone like him even consider going out with some like me? i mean really it all started as me being the girl in the stands watching him play.