BCS 3: Innocent Mistake

Chapter 31

This story contains violence, aggression, abuse, prolonged torture, romanticized rape, profane languages, suicide, and murder.

~Child~

I never been this excited before. I've never feel hopeful like this. It is just amazing to think that there's a growing life inside of me.

Kahit na hindi ko pa nakikita. But I can feel that it is really there.

Tahimik ang Hari habang nakatanaw siya sa labas ng bintana kung saan narito kami sa kaniyang silid. The cold wind is blowing through here from the outside. The chirping of birds heard happily as I can't wipe the smile on my lips.

The King doesn't look happy but I know he just can't understand.

I want to be a mother! And this is the best feeling I had ever since!

Napahawak ako sa aking tiyan. Walang pinagbago roon kahit na buntis na ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. May nakikita akong mga babaeng buntis at malaki na ang kanilang tiyan.

"When w-will my s-stomach t-turns big?" I uttered happily.

Huli na nang mapansin ko ang aking pagsasalita.

I saw how the naked back of the King tensed. Ang nakabulsa niyang mga kamay sa kaniyang pantalon ay ipinalabas at unti-unting lumingon sa akin.

"Y-your Highness-"

I wanted to apologize for maybe disturbing him but he shakes his head. His face looks solemn... regal and firm as he started walking towards me. Nanatiling naka-upo ako sa gilid ng kama nang tuluyan siyang makalapit.

"Zytos, Zemira. That's my name," he said deeply.

Mabilis akong tumango at sinambit ang kaniyang pangalan. It is still so foreign to called him by his name.

His Adam's Apple bubbled up and down as he looked at me. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganoon ang kaniyang tingin. Unti-unti iyong nakakaapekto sa akin kaya nabubura ang ngiting dapat ay naisusuot ko na dahil sa natupad kong kagustuhan bilang maging isang ina.

I can sense in the King's face that it's not good. Like something bad will happen.

Napaupo ang Hari sa aking tabi. His big form occupies all the space of the bed as he gently lifted me through his lap.

I feel again the warm thing started creeping on my face as I come face to face with the King. Umiwas ako ng tingin sa kaniya at napunta iyon sa kaniyang dibdib.

Those fine hair on his chest makes me question why I don't have one though.

"Zemira," the King called my name as he lifted my chin using his finger to makes me look up to him.

Nang tuluyang muling magtama ang aming tingin ay mas lalo lamang kumabog ng husto ang aking puso.

Umawang ang aking labi at mas lalo ko pang naramdaman ang pag-init ng aking pisngi. I feel so nervous towards the King. Hindi pa rin nagbabago sa pag-aakala kong masasanay rin ako.

"I-I'm going to be a-a mother!" I blurted out just to ease my nervousness. My small voice trembles.

Nakita ko ang pag-igting ng kaniyang panga ngunit ang kaniyang mga mata ay nanatiling malambot, dahilan kung bakit nasabi kong hindi siya galit.

The King licked his lips making me look at those. Mas lalo lamang ako nakaramdam ng pag init ng pisngi.

His hunter-green eyes bore into mine. It's dark and hooded as he tried to read what I am thinking.

"Listen," saad niya sa mababa ngunit malalim na boses.

Napalunok ako at tumango-tango. Ngayon ay ramdam na ramdam ko nang tila may hindi maganda.