Hate To Marry You (Completed)

Chapter 16 Buhay sa Pinas

Zion's POV

I almost took Jade due to my uncontrolled desire for her. I tried to suppressed my emotions, my desperation to have her whenever she's around but I couldn't. I picked up my polo shirt and assisted her to wear it. "I'm sorry. I'm not sure why she's here again." Usal ko pa kay Jade. Her face was flushed and shy as she tried to cover her nakedness with the shirt I gave her. She was fumbling to close the buttons while her hands were trembling. I assisted her but my hands brushed against her breasts and I felt like taking her again right here, right now. I diverted my attention to my opened trousers, I was trying to close it and felt my hands were fumbling for the buttons, shaking as well. "Halika na." Usal ko pa dito bago pa ako may magawang iba. She picked up her dirty clothes on the bedside table and followed me. "Ako na ang magdadala niyan." Sabi ko pa dito sabay kuha ng kanyang mga damit.

Nakikita ko ang tampo sa kanyang mga mata. "Bakit ba bigla na lang pumupunta yan dito?" Ang tanong nitong may diin ang bawat salita.

Napatingin ako sa kanya. "Jade, nagseselos ka ba? Mabuti at alam kong kahit konti may halaga na ako sayo." Ang sabi ko pa dito sabay ngiti. I was just trying to tease her as I pulled her closer to me.

She wriggled from my hold and gave me a piercing glance. "Look, hindi ako nagseselos. Gusto ko lang ibigay mo ang respeto sa akin habang kasal pa tayo. I could care less what you do after this marriage. We are over after this!" Ang usal pa nito sa galit na boses.

By her words, she doesn't care a single thing about me. Akala ko nagseselos siya but she didn't. It's all about her ego, it's all about herself. There is no 'us' in between. Ang hirap talaga nitong paamuhin. Na realized ko na kahit na ano pa ang gawin ko, hanggang dito na lang talaga ang relasyon namin. Relasyong mayroong kasunduan, pag natapos na ay wala na rin kaming ugnayan pa sa isa't isa. Wala talaga akong halaga para sa kanya.

Jade was pacing so fast, her steps became a run. I couldn't even keep up with her. What's the rush? We should take our time walking together from the barn to the house. I ran after Jade as well as I captured her left arm. "Please, don't be upset with me. It's nobody's fault. I am going to fixed this!" Usal ko pa ditong nagsusumamo. We were happy earlier, on top of the world. Bakit bigla na lang ay naging ganito?

Tumingin ito sa akin with her eyes like daggers. "Huwag na tayong mag bolahan pa. Hindi siya maghahabol sayo kung hindi ka nagbibigay ng motibo." Ang usal pa nito sa akin making emphasis on every word.

"I'm sorry for making you upset. Ayokong nagagalit ka Jade! Wala kang dapat ikagalit." Ayaw kong magtampo ito sa akin. Kaya gagawin ko ang lahat mapaamo lang ito.

Napatawa ito. "Wala akong ikagalit?! For all I care, sana matapos na ang kasunduan na to para matapos na rin ang ugnayan nating dalawa! You are making me upset. Let go of my arms." She twisted her hand from my hold.

I have decided to open the door for Sherry than have her wait. Naghihintay na ito sa labas kaya binuksan ko ito ng pintuan. I saw Jade run upstairs towards her bedroom. Bakit ba siya nagagalit sa sitwasyon? She's so impossible! Alam naman niya na hindi ako ang nagpapunta kay Sherry dito. Alam din niyang, sinabihan ko na si Sherry na may asawa na ako. Ang hirap nitong intindihin at tantiyahin. Napasuklay na lang ako ng kamay sa aking buhok.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit halos araw araw na ang punta ni Sherry dito sa bahay. Mahirap bang intindihin na nag asawa na ako? I still did tried my best to be a gentleman. I don't want to hurt her feelings by honestly telling her that I'm married. Kaibigan lang talaga ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya. Binuksan ko ang pintuan at dali dali ako nitong niyapos pagkakita sa akin. "Zion, gusto lang sana kitang makita at makausap." Ang bungad pa nitong sabi sa akin.

I tried to removed her arms. "Sure, pasok ka." Sabi ko pa ditong pinaupo na ito sa sofa.  "Sandali lang at magbibihis lang ako." Ang paalam ko pa dito as I'm still half naked on top.