Hate To Marry You (Completed)

Chapter 21 Insecurity

3rd Person POV

Zion and Jade were so happy that finally they were both enjoying consummating their marriage. They made love endlessly and were so insatiable in each others arms. Sobrang saya din ni Zion at siya ang nakauna kay Jade.

However, their hapiness was short lived. Nang malaman ni Jade na bumalik na si Sherry sa Pilipinas ay abot abot na naman ang nerbiyos nito. She was on a panic mode. Nandiyan na naman ang takot sa kanya na aagawin nito si Zion at iiwan siya ng huli. She was flushed, her heart raced and having some anxiety attacks. She could not afford to be pregnant. Bearing a son means the end of her relationship with Zion. It was clear from the very beginning about her purpose in Zion's life. She is just a babymaker.

Nalilito man kung papasukin ni Zion o hindi si Sherry, nanaig ang desisyon nitong tulungan ito. In his mind, it doesn't matter who is right, what is important is what is right. Usal pa ni Zion sa sarili nito. He owes a lot to Sherry, he just can't dismissed her out of his life. Kaya siya nakawala sa madilim na yugto ng buhay niya dahil sa tulong nito sa kanya. He could not send Sherry away, that would be the least thing he would do. On the other hand by allowing Sherry in their home might upset Jade. He will just try to talk this over with her. Para maintindihan nito kung bakit hindi niya kayang pabayaan ito. Bulong pa ni Zion sa sarili.

Tumikhim si Zion bago magsalita. "Babe, sana huwag kang magagalit kung bakit kailangan nating papasukin si Sherry. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang kailangan nito. Baka kasi importante." Ang sabi pa ni Zion kay Jade. "I hope I don't get you upset with this. She was just there when I was literally drowning. Kung wala siya, hindi na sana tayo nagkita pa. I am so lost and wasted if not for her. I may not be here celebrating life with you and having me now." Ang pakiusap pa ni Zion kay Jade sabay hila dito palapit sa kanya at halik dito.

Tumingin ito kay Zion. "Ikaw ang bahala." Ang sagot ni Jade kay Zion. She is not being selfish or whatnot ang sa kanya lang eh parang mas concerned pa si Zion kay Sherry kaysa sa kanya. Narinig nitong inuutusan ni Zion ang security guard ng bahay na okay lang na papasukin si Sherry sa subdivision. Natulala si Jade sa kanyang kinauupuan. Bakit ganon? Ang saya saya pa namin kanina tapos bigla na lang nagulo na naman kami dahil kay Sherry. Usal pa ni Jade sa sarili.

Narinig nito na nagsalita si Zion. He pushed the chair and stand up. "Babe, I think nandiyan na si Sherry." Ang sabi pa nito kay Jade papunta sa pintuan.

Na realized ni Jade na malalim ang pinagsamahan nina Zion at Sherry. Ganon ka importante ito sa kanya na handa itong tumulong dito ano mang oras. Sabagay wala siyang panalo dito at naging malapit ito kay Zion. Hindi na sa isang katulad lang niya na bigla na lang sumulpot sa buhay nito. Ang bulong pa ni Jade sa sarili. Gusto man ni Jade umiyak ngunit ayaw niyang ipakita ito kay Zion. She knows, wala siya sa posisyon upang umaktong may karapatan dito. She is full of insecurities and she does not want Zion to know this. Tumayo na si Jade upang pumasok sa masters bedroom.

Nakita niya si Zion na pinagbuksan si Sherry ng pintuan. Lumapit si Sherry dito at niyakap ito ng napakahigpit. Gusto mang lapitan ni Jade at hilahin si Zion palayo kay Sherry ngunit pinigilan nito ang sarili. "I miss you!" Usal ni Sherry kay Zion. She is full of confidence, so sure of herself. Hindi katulad niya na palaging may reservation sa nararamdaman niya para kay Zion at times passive and insecure. Usal pa ni Jade sa sarili.

Nasasaktan si Jade sa mga nakikita nito sa pagitan nina Zion at Sherry. She was so insecure of Sherry and she could not help herself feeling that way. Lumaki siyang naging mas mababa ang tingin niya sa sarili dahil hindi siya naging doktor katulad ng mga magulang niya at mga kapatid. Kaya hanggang ngayon ay dala dala niya ang mga insecurities nito sa buhay. Her insecurity was pulling her down real bad whenever people would ask her why she is not a doctor like the rest of the family. People thought that they asked her out of curiosity but for her it is an insinuation that she is not as smart as the rest of her family. Growing up, she was also sheltered by her parents and brothers. Hindi siya pwedeng umalis ng nag iisa, pumunta kung saan saan ng walang pahintulot at hindi siya pwedeng masaktan. Kaya hindi siya gaanong palaban sa buhay at may mga tao namang handa siyang ipaglaban kung kinakailangan niya.