Blue Flame

-Idols-

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The Only Reason- 5 Seconds of Summer

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"Slow down Kelsey." He says sternly. "Sorry." I mumble sheepishly. "I just don't want you to get separated from me." I nod. "I know." "C'mere." I step closer and he laced our fingers together, continuing to pull me down the hallway. I heard Michael's voice. "Oh my god Zayn!!" He smirks, following me to their room. I knock on the door and it opens to a security guard. We hold up our passes and he let's us through. "Hello! Are you fans! I assume so since you have passes." Luke exclaims. I giggle. "Yeah, I'm a fan. I don't know about him though." I say, looking up at my boyfriend. "Never heard ya before." "Well, maybe you'll start to like us after tonight. What's your name love?" "Kelsey." "Beautiful name." Calum hums, stepping closer to us. "So is this your brother?" "Boyfriend." Zayn snarls, glaring at them. "Babe..." He looks away from them, staring at the ground. I grab his hand and he smiled a little. "Sooo you on a honeymoon??" Ashton asks, winking. "Oh no! No. We're just taking a vacation." "Well, I'm glad you came to see us. We're glad to you have you two." "I'm glad to be here. It's all thanks to Zayn." I say, smiling up at Zayn. He smiled a little, pressing a kiss to my forehead. "So, what's your favorite song?" "Voodoo Doll. It's my all time favorite." "I like it too." Michael says, smiling. "Oh, I've always wanted to tell you, I love your hair!" "Really? Thanks." I smile. "Guys! Five minutes!" "Can I get a picture before you go?" "Yeah of course. Phillip? Could you take a picture for us?" "Yeah of course." I got in the middle of them and Zayn stood between Luke and Calum. I smiled wide as the picture was taken. "Bye Kelsey. Bye Zayn." We wave to them and they're gone. Zayn turns me around. "Luke is the one on your phone case isn't he?" I nod. "Take it off." "Why?" "Because I don't like it." "Awh is somebody intimidated?" I say, pouting. "No! I'm not intimidated I just don't like my girlfriend having a picture of somebody else on her phone." "You definitely wouldn't like my photos then." I mumble, slipping the case off and putting it in my pocket. "Let me see." "Then give me your phone." He sighs but hands it to me anyway as I give him mine. We scroll through each other's phones. I check his messages. The only messages he sent were to me. I smile a little. Then, and only then do I notice my name. "Future Wife." "Zayn?" "Yeah?" He asks, glancing at the screen. He freezes. "Something you want to tell me?" "Er...I..." "You were gonna propose tomorrow, weren't you?" "Uh, yeah." I smile a little and kiss him. "I love you. You know that right?" He nods, his hand on the small of my waist and pulls me closer to him. "I can't do that know though. Okay?" He nods, pulling away from me. He stares at the ground. "Baby..." He turns away, handing my phone to me, still not even looking at me. "Zayn, sweetheart..." I grab his hand and turn him around. I connect our lips for a few seconds then pull away. "Zayn, I love you more than anything. I love you more than I love myself but I'm not ready. Not yet. Okay?" He nods sadly. "Get on my back." "Why?" "Just do it." I do so, wrapping my arms around his neck. I press a kiss to his cheek. He carries me down the hallway to the stadium and finds our seat. "Zayn?" "Yeah?" "Are you mad at me?" "No of course not. I just high expectations. I always have." "Just because I said no today doesn't mean I'll say no later." He sits me down on the ground and pulls me into his side as the music starts. My favorite song comes on and I begin to sing. Zayn turns and I see him stare at me but I pretend I don't notice. "You're beautiful..." "Thanks Zayn." I say with a smile. "Wooh! You guys are amazing!! We'd like to give a very big shoutout to an adorable couple we met back stage. Zayn and Kelsey!!" My mouth is wide open as I look at Zayn. The camera moves to us and he kisses me passionately. I wrap my arms around his neck as the crowd cheers. I pull away, blushing. The camera's back on the boys, and my face in buried in his neck.

"Thank you for taking me on vacation and taking me to see my idols and...Thank you for everything baby." "Anything for you."