Blue Flame

-Perrie-

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Jar of Hearts- Christina Perri

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"I'll see you later tonight, yeah?" I nod, wrapping my arms tightly around his waist.

"I love you."

I whisper, hoping he hears me.

"I love you more."

"Please don't get hurt."

"I'll be fine baby."

I nod and lean up to peck his lips.

"Love you. Be careful."

He smirks and nods, walking away. An arm snakes around my waist and pulls me into a body.

"He'll be okay."

"I know...I'm just worried."

He nods, leans down and kisses my forehead.

"Everything will be okay. Let's go sit."

I nod and follow him to the couch.

"Let's watch Doctor Who."

I nod and smile a little.

"Can it be the Tenth Doctor?"

"Of course! He's my favorite!"

"Mine too. Let's watch The End of Time."

He smirks and puts it on. I pull a blanket over both of us and cuddle close to his side for warmth.

"When do you think he'll be back?"

"I don't know...Maybe an hour."

I nod. "Sorry. I'm just really worried."

"It's fine. I understand." He says smiling.

"How's Grace?"

He blushes a little as I refer to his girlfriend.

"She's good. We're going out tomorrow."

"Oh really? You feel like you love her yet?"

"I uh...I don't know. Maybe." I smile wide.

"I really need to meet her!"

"I think you'd like her."

"So, tell me about her!"

He blushes.

"She's absolutely gorgeous...and hilarious and...she just makes me feel complete, ya know?"

I smile.

"Thanks amazing Liam! Do you have a picture of her?"

"Oh yeah. Just a second."

He pulls out his phone and scrolls through his photos, finding a picture of the two of them. They were kissing.

She looked like...me.

"Oh she...you two look so cute!"

"Really? You think so?" I nod.

"Then you won't mind this." He trails off and kisses me. I kiss back for a second then pull away.

"What the hell Liam?!"

"You two are exactly alike..." He mumbles quietly.

"I don't care! Why did you kiss me?" "I dunno...I guess when I talked about her, I just really wanted to see her and you two look so much alike and..."

"Yeah well I'm engaged so it can't happen again."

"You're engaged? Since when?"

"Yesterday."

"That's amazing!!" I smile a little.

"We can't tell Zayn." We say at the same time.

I nod and run my fingers through my hair.

"Why'd you kiss me back?"

"I...I don't know really."

He nods. I relax and lay into him again.

Even through my guilt, I fall asleep.

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-Zayn's POV-

"Is she okay?" I ask as I see Kelsey asleep, while laying in Liam's side.

"Yeah she's fine. Just sleepy." I nod and carefully pick her up.

"How'd the thing with Jase go?" "Well, you remember what he did after he killed Perrie?" He nods.

"Yeah, he ran away; left the country. Right?" "Yeah so anyway, he joined this gang and there were some other members there but as you can see, we didn't get into a fight but he threatened me and her both. So, he's gonna get his ass kicked."

Liam nods.

"Are you staying over?" "Yeah if you don't mind."

"Not at all. Just wondering." I nod and walk upstairs, Kelsey shifting a little bit.

"Babe?"

I look down at her. "Yes Kels?"

"Who's Perrie?"

"Er...Let's sit down." I lay her on the bed. She sits up and looks at me curiously, her big blue eyes staring into me.

"So, you heard all of that?" She nods.

"She was my girlfriend. I loved her. She was beautiful; bleach blonde hair, blue eyes and was just amazing."

"You told me I was your first love..." She says, almost crying.

"I know baby and I'm sorry. This was all before Safaa died."

She nods.

"Me and Jase always got into it at school and one time I made out with his older sister...so he killed Perrie for revenge. That's when I went bad. I killed so many people...He left, afraid, joined a gang and-well you heard the rest." She nods.

"Are you mad?"

"I'm mad that you lied to me. You said I changed everything about you. You said you weren't able to love before me."

"You did change me sweetheart. I just...Yes there was somebody else but I didn't love her near as much as I love you."

"Whatever. I'm going to sleep."

"Darling, you know I love you more than anything."

She was silent.

"Kelsey?"

She ignores me again.

I sigh and slip off my jeans before laying down beside her, facing the wall.