Attitude Problem

Twenty- Five

Nassiah
Week later.

I looked at Mac who was standing nervously in front of me, He came to my house which was intriguing to say the least. Donnie was getting out next week the party was fully planned so I guess I had time to deal with Marqueez and his bullshit. "Why are you looking at me like we're enemies" he finally spoke and I only laughed slightly.

"Let me in on a little secret- I'm not as dumb as y'all think I am" I whispered and his face got red. "I just wanna know why you cared about me being gay so fucking much" I said poking his chest he gulped.

"It makes you happy?" He tried

"Have I looked happy sense I figured out I could be a faggot?" Mac gulped once more- "you and Donnie on some crazy shit both trying get me to try that shit"

"Wait, You talked to him?" He questions his eyes getting wider. I nodded sparking the blunt-

  "Another question- don't punch me" he started and I only motioned for him to keep talking. "You really don't like Alonso?" I inhaled and looked up- his eyes and mine just staring into each other.

  "Like? Are we kids? Sure he's a cool person" I smirked a bit knowing that's not the answer he wanted and I saw the frustration go across his face as I kept avoiding the answer.

  "Well he likes you a lot- and he is my friend and I know you have this- I fuck anyone type of thing but if you could not play with his feelings- he's good real good and his heart is b-I  cut him off by blowing smoke in his face and smacking  my lips together as I finished.

  "You think I'm playing with that boys feelings?" He nodded "I don't wanna be no faggot why would I continue to entertain him?" I saw Mac eyes swell up and that's when I realized he feels some type of way about this whole situation. "So explain to me how all this relates to you- and I can tell when you're lying and I will smack you" he gulped and the tears came faster- oh my fucking god.

"I'm gay, and I don't want you to hate me so I was trying to see if you were gay so it would be easier to come out to you- but instead you're just ignoring being gay and still hate gays" he added as the tears rushed down his face and he whipped them away. I smacked my lips again-

"You sick motherfucker! I could've went my whole life without even questioning myself?" I started- " and you could've just grew some fucking balls and told me" I added inhaling once more.

"Tell you? You are the biggest fake homophobic but might be real homophobic person I know"

"And your my cousin, I don't care what you like cause it ain't got shit to do with me- until you made sure it fucking did" he was lucky he just came out - I'll hit him about it tomorrow, because he really played my life like a puppet.

"Well not really, you and Alonso obviously have something" I stopped looking at the blunt and moved to looking at him he only shut his mouth quickly. "Don't tell my dad" he added.

"Nah you can still be the good one, as long as you fall back from trying to play gay ass match maker" he nodded letting out a breath I only passed him the blunt dusting off my hands.

"Wait- why are you still mad at Tash?" I small smile came to my face-

"Maaane Tash will get over it- I don't have enough time in my day to really fuck her over, but I do got one shawty number who was stealing her wigs and selling them as her own- so We can line her- but I got other things to deal with before that"

" she thinks you hate her, you've been ignoring her and she doesn't even know what she did" I nodded

  "Yeah, she always does- I did for a little when Alonso was fucking with that white boy and she knew, but that's her little best friend so imma let it slide"

  "Is that all you wanted?" I questioned getting tired of him being in my face and questioning my whereabouts and next move.

  "No- we don't hang out as much no more" he added, it was true Mac never had lots of friends so he usually trailed behind me and Donnie or went to bother Tash- but I guess sense Tash and Alonso are close and Donnie's still locked up that left me.

    "What happened to that boy? The one you was chillen with at school? The niggas you went to the movies with?" He shrugged looking around- this is why I went off on my own, Marqueez is only bound to get in trouble.

    "You selling again?" He finally asked

  "Mind your business, unless you trying be on that block and Ian finna let that happen so do what I said to first"  I added grabbing my keys and got up. I'm going to bring his punk ass right back to Tash and Alonso- he is their problem, they wanna play against me together than they better keep the same energy.

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Yalll I've been writing and dying bundles all weekend, buuut this next chapter gonna be the real tea- I dunno when imma post it. Probably soon cause I love seeing y'all reactions . Every time I break Nas and Alonso up I get sad but drama so much better ☹️.

Who's your fav person & why?

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Don't be fake and don't answer cause imma be hurt ode .