Blood Moon ( Teen Wolf ) [HIATUS]

Chapter Fourty Three

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I called Derek, the obvious hint of nervousness in my voice, "Yeah, Derek? Could you drive me to school tomorrow? Please? My car is uh.. dead."

    "Dead?"

   "Yup," I answered popping the 'p'.

  "Okay Skylar," He said and I could hear the smile in his voice.

   "I'll meet you in the woods?"

  "And how would you get there?"

   "I could run.. I've done it before." I said remembering the time I shifted without control.

     "Skylar I know you're trying to avoid your parents from seeing me."

   "It just that.. It's nothing personal. They just don't like people, they can barely tolerate me."

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   I didn't like lying to Derek because he was the only true thing I had. The only one who had never lied to me, yet we spent the most time together. Don't get me wrong I loved Scott, Stiles and Kira. I thought Lydia and Malia were great too but lately I've felt distant to them.

My car wasn't "dead" it was at an auto shop, I wanted to see if I could get more security with it, I was thinking bullet proof windows, but I wasn't so sure if that was possible.

   

                 

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    I sat in Derek's car and stared at my reflection from the rearview mirror. Why was I so different from the rest? Why was it so hard to fit in. Ever since I was younger it was hard for me to find real friends. The only reason I ever met Ian was because he lived a block away and we went to the same school. Danielle and I were friends but it was never such a blossuming friendship. Other than those two, most of my life was lonely, but Beacon Hills became my getaway. So was I prepared to leave it all?

   I glanced over to see Derek, he seemed so calm as he drove. The sort of calmness that makes you want to just watch, and that's what I did. But after a while I turned away and began thinking if we were ever a 'something'. Or was I just making my feelings for him too important? Had yesterday been a dream?

Skylar it wasn't a dream.

Stop over thinking.

You always do this.

      I smiled a little recognizing how right she was. I was always thinking, I guess I wasn't just thoughtful but also thought full.

Take.

A.

Risk.

    A risk? Once I thought about it, a risk wasn't such a bad idea and it was certainly something I was lacking. I did take a few risks, considering I was some sort of weird shapeshifter and a practical psychic. But I never took risks that would really get me out of my comfort zone.

   Before I expected it we were at BHHS, Scott, Lydia, Stiles, Malia and Kira were standing by talking. A few kids were scattered around in their own groups enveloped in their own conversations.