Minnie floats amongst the tributes backstage. An absent-minded smile plays across her innocent features in striking contrast to the furrowing brows of worry around her. Her eyes wander the full length of the room as if unable to settle on what to observe first. The lights, the people; everything in the Capitol gleams with unnatural vivacity and Minnie can hardly keep up. Eventually she notices a familiar face. In the cavernous surroundings of foreign sights she is instantly drawn to the comfort of home. Her footsteps tap out an eager patter through the austere silence.
"Why is it so quiet?" she asks. Her voice rings with a melodic innocence. It sounds childlike but only because it lacks the grounding tone of reality.
"People are nervous." Finn is kind enough to humour her with an answer. But the sombre stare of concentration and lowered gaze are obvious signs that he would rather be alone with his thoughts. Signs that Minnie is utterly oblivious to.
"Are you nervous Finn?" She calls him by his name. It is a conscious decision. Not to focus his attention but to focus hers. They look so similar that it is a chore to remind herself that he is not Felix. A twisting guilt accompanies this practice. Without meaning to Finn's name has become entangled with a sinking fog of loneliness. He is in no rush to answer her question and that leaves her conscience to speak first.
"I want us to be friends." She doesn't understand that the blurred associations of her mind are a narrative inaccessible to others. She doesn't understand that from Finn's perspective the statement has fallen out of nothing. Minnie's intentions and thoughts are a book that only Finn can read; for the rest of the world they are a garbled collection of nonsense. When he frowns she does not associate it with confusion but with rejection. She bites her lip to stop herself from crying. There is a way to remedy this. The solution flutters just outside of her reach. It is abstract much like her love for Felix. It exists but with no tangible form to cling onto, Minnie can not formulate thought into coherent words. She is left with the only option of watching Finn with doleful eyes.
Whilst in the midst of searching for a remedy, Minnie hears her name echo around backstage.
"It's your turn," Finn informs her. With delicate steps she ambles towards the garish lights of the stage. But the sight that lies around the corner overwhelms her. Too many people, too many colours and too many noises. Her breaths become marred by panic. She attempts to scuttle back to the safety and darkness of backstage. But rough and commanding hands find her to shove her back into the frenzy of the stage.
Minnie stands on the edge of the stage. Her eyes widen in panic to orbs of crystalline blue. Even beneath the layers of make up the stylists could not hide the innate innocence that shines from her expressions. The flurry of thoughts jostling through her mind freeze her to the spot.
"It's customary to take a seat." Helvetica's jeer sends a burst of laughter through the crowd. Minnie knows the distinction between good laughter and bad. She's heard bad laughter often enough to know that everyone in the room is mocking her. In a startled panic she makes her way to the seat and promptly perches herself on the edge. She doesn't want to make herself comfortable. She wants to be able to leave as soon as possible.
"What is your strategy for these Games?" Helvetica launches straight into the inquisition without pause for introduction. Minnie's thoughts are already swimming in confusion and so her answer is immediately buried under a mass of swirling panic.
"I... I don't know," she stutters. Before the laughter has even started Minnie knows it will be the bad type. She winces as the grating noise of squealing giggles reaches her ears.
"Not very talkative, are we? Why don't you tell us what makes you a contender for these Games?" The question immediately strikes Minnie as odd. She repeats it in her head a few times but she cannot reconcile the question and the sombre faces waiting backstage.
"I don't think you can call it a game if no one is having any fun." This time when the crowd laughs Minnie can instantly detect the difference. It is the good sort. Although appreciative to hear it, she cannot understand what they are laughing at. For a brief moment she looks around in confusion to find the source but her attention is snapped back to Helvetica in moments.
"I didn't ask you for help on definitions." Helvetica's response is a hissed burst of aggression. She has been given the instruction to stamp out any sign of rebellion. It is not as subtle as she hoped it would be but Minnie has caught her off guard. Helvetica had been prepared for trouble but not from the fragile doll from District Four. With a swift clearing of her throat she moves onto the next question.
"Why do you want to win?"
Minnie's face scrunches up into a comical and pondering frown. She pauses for a moment to decipher her thoughts before earnestly revealing her answer.
"Why would I want to lose?" Without any intention of doing so she has broken into the hearts of the Capitol. They laugh with zeal whilst drinking in the delicate frown of confusion on her face. Minnie hasn't the slightest clue what they are laughing at. She only answered the question.
"Who are the biggest and smallest threats in the Games?"
"I don't think I remember who is the smallest. But Samuel and Grayson are very tall."
"That's not what I meant..." Helvetica says this through gritted teeth. Minnie is turning this interview into a joke. Even worse the crowd are entirely enamoured with her. "Never mind. How far do you hope to make it?"
"Make it where? Where are we going?" The crowd whoop and cheer as Minnie's frown deepens even further. A man to the left of the stage has fallen into the aisle in a fit of hysterical laughter. "Is he okay?" Minnie asks which only prompts another roar of laughter.
"He's fine." Helvetica is angry. Furious even. The interview has unravelled out of her control and now the laughter is at her expense. It is intentional. She is sure of it. No one can be that oblivious. Helvetica does not like to be made a fool. With a cruel smirk she decides to jab a blade through Minnie's heart. "How do you think your fiancé will cope if he watches you die?"
"Felix?" Minnie's frown melts entirely into a beam of unhindered delight. She whispers the name in breathy expectation. Unadulterated love gleams out of her smile. No one in the audience can doubt it. She doesn't need to answer the question. The Capitol has what it wants. A love story. A silence descends on the crowd. In the distance Minnie thinks she sees someone wipe away a tear although she can't be sure why.
"I think that will be all," Helvetica snaps understanding that the interview is a lost cause. The words have barely left her mouth before Minnie is darting for the comfort of backstage.
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