I wake up feeling a pain in my lower area. It slowly faded and I just figured it was from the night.
It was still dark out meaning that it was probably around 4:00. If it was 4:00 I did not sleep at all.
I look over to see Dally on his back sleeping peacefully. I look under the sheets to find myself still naked in the bed. The cold air making it's way through the open sheets made goosebumps form on my skin.
I get out of the bed and find a clean pair of underwear and a pair of loose shorts to put on, along with a long sleeve shirt.
When I crawl back in bed I feel sadness rush over me. I just lost my virginity, and I can never get it back. I was happy that it was with Dallas, but I just couldn't stop thinking about it. I didn't even tell him...
I put my head in my hands and let the tears that have clouded my vision fall. I at least could have told him. What if he knew would he not want to do it with me then?
I feel guilt take over me too and I couldn't help but to let out a few more tears.
I tried staying silent, but I failed because I heard a groan come from beside me and a soft "Gracie?" I pretend like I don't hear his voice and I quickly wipe all the tears away.
I feel the sheets move and a body get closer to me. I look up to see Dally shifting over to me concerned. "Gracie whats wrong?" he asks "what do you mean?" I ask him playing dumb, but I should have known better than to play dumb with Dallas Winston.
"Gracie, your eyes are red. I can tell that you've been crying," he says. I look into his eyes for a moment debating if I should tell him or not. What if he feels like he's done something wrong? What if he thinks that's it's his fault? Would he even care?
I take a deep breath before finally telling him "Dally... I'm, I was... a virgin before tonight..." I say as almost a whisper, but Dally being Dally he heard it.
His face didn't change all that much except for his eyes became more concerned "Gracie... why didn't you tell me?" he asks. I could feel the tears starting to form again. I really need some sleep "because I was afraid that I would scare you off" I say, my voice cracking. Dally's face softens as he wipes a tear from my cheek that I hadn't realized fell with his thumb.
"Gracie... you could never scare me off," he says pulling me into a hug. I hugged him tightly back taking in his scent. He always knew how to calm me down. Sometimes I even wonder if he tried, he did it so naturally, but his scent of cologne and a hint of smoke helped.
(yes Little Darling feels. I had too!)
I was so comfy and so tired that I didn't even realize that I had fallen asleep.
I wake up to Dallas's soft snoring. I looked over to see him laying on his stomach with half of the blanket off of his back. I smiled to my self and rubbed my hand back and forth against his back.
He rolled over on his side to face me and his eyes fluttered open revealing the brown eyes I could stare into all day.
"Hey" he says huskily "hi" I say with my hand now on his chest. He looked me in the eye for a second before his eyes trailed down to my neck. He sat up and reached a hand out toward my neck. I looked down at his hand in confusion.
"What?" I asked confused, "I gave you a hickey," he says with a smile, "shit!" I yell a little to loud getting out of my bed quickly and running over to a mirror.
When I looked in the mirror I saw not just a little hickey, but a good size hickey with a tiny little hickey above it. I ran over to my makeup vanity and grabbed some concealer and put some on the love bites on my neck.
"I did good didn't I?" he says proudly as he got out of the bed finding his pants.
"Yeah, if you were planning on getting me killed" I say trying desperately to cover the hickey, " I hate this concealer!" I yell slamming the liquid bottle of concealer on the vanity, "it's not covering," I say with a sigh staring it down.
"Relax Gracie, it will go away in a few days" he says putting on his jacket, "I guess" I say setting the concealer with powder hoping it would be enough so no one could notice it.
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Dallas and I walked over to the Curtis house. When we got there the entire gang was there, even Darry (he got a shift off because someone at the site got injured and they had to do an investigation).
I was sitting on the couch next to Two hoping my hickey was covered up enough. "Why are you so tense?" Two asked handing me a beer. I gladly accepted it "I'm not" I lie, Two looked at me strangely for a couple of seconds before his eyes finally went off of me.
I sighed in relief, but before I could finish it Two was turning back towards me and yelling, "holy shit! Gracie has a hickey!" he yells pointing at my neck.
This caught everyone's attention. Soda's eyes grew wide, Pony dropped his book, Steve made a 'woop' sound, Johnny blushed, Darry dropped his newspaper and looked at me sternly, and Dally just looked at the ground with a slight smile.
"It is not a hickey!" I yell mainly looking at Darry who looked like he was about to punch someone "oh really?" Two said licking his thumb and rubbing it on my neck. I tried squirming away but it was no use because both Two, Steve, and Soda were holding me down so Two could reveal the hickey.
"It is a hickey!" Soda yelled when Two finished wiping away the makeup. Darry who was now up from his recliner stood over the four of us. Two, Steve, and Soda quickly shut up and walked away from the couch leaving me alone.
I stand up from the couch so I didn't look so tiny compared to him "umm Darry?" I say trying to read him. I was expecting him to yell at me, but instead he just asked "who?"
Before I could answer Dally was standing next to me wrapping an arm around my waist and pulling me in close to him.
I could hear "whoops" from the gang as they stood there watching Dally and I being stared down by Darry.
Darry looked at him suspiciously before softening "were you two safe?" he asked, "Darry!" I yell playfully shoving his chest "were you?" he asked again, "yes!" I yell embarrassed, "if you can't talk about it then you shouldn't be doing it" Darry says in a dad tone, but I could also tell he was messing with us a little.
"Whatever I'm taking a shower," I say walking out of the room with my head down in embarrassment. I didn't take a shower at my house because I didn't want to be around for when my grandpa woke up, I didn't want him seeing my hickey.
When I was about to close the door to the bathroom I heard Steve "who's on top you or her?" Before Dally could answer I yell "I heard that!" I heard laughing coming from the room, and when I peeked my head out the door to see, I saw Dally pointing at himself.
I couldn't help but smile, and chuckle.
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Sorry I haven't posted in a long time! I am really busy with school and exams, I was really behind on my school work because of volleyball and soccer. I haven't been at home for one weekend in 7 weeks. This week is a break till I have to go travelling for sports again next week and the few other weeks after that. I hope you understand.
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