Alive

•Thirty Two•

Till the end of the day you helped Jinyoung sort out papers and phone numbers for Jaebeom when he walked out of his office.

Something seamed slightly off especially when Jinyoung sighed "Dam-it Jaebum not again" he mumbled.

Jaebeom leaned against the desk slightly tilted as if he couldn't stand up strait "Y/N, don't let him drive" Jinyoung whispered and handed you the keys.

You were confused, what's wrong with him. Then it hit you. The smell of some kind of alcohol. He was drunk.

Knowing what was going on you stood up and grabbed him by the arm pulling him to the car and putting him into the car and getting in the drivers seat.

"Your so pretty" he mumbled running a hand threw your hair as you started the car.

You smiled softly and kissed his hand "Let's head home ok" you whispered looking at him.

He nodded and put his seat all the way back so he was lying down.

You gave him one last glance before driving to his apartment.

By the time that you reached his apartment, he'd had fallen asleep. A small sigh escaped your mouth "Jaebeom-ah-wake up" you wisperd turning off the car.

His eyes slowly opened. Seaming more sober his words were clear and his ton of voice was back to normal. "What happened" he asked confused.

"You were drunk" you said still in some sort of disbelief.

He rubbed his eyes "Im sorry, it's a old habit" he explained softlty.

You smiled softly letting your hair down as you brushed it out "It's alright, let's get inside and I can make you something to eat-" you offered when he kissed you softly.

You could still taste and smell the alcohol in his breath and it made you slightly dizzy, it was a overwhelming smell.

Slowly you pulled away "Jaebeom, c-can you brush your teeth first" you asked slightly nervous.

He looked confused "Yeah" he said a bit embarrassed and got out of the car chuckling still embarrassed.

Sadly you had a past involving alcohol sense you were younger. On your walk back into the apartment you went to the bathroom for a second taking a seat on the floor. Your head was in your hands and the craving to drink hit you hard.

"Aish-" you wisperd and rocked back and fourth. When you were younger your appa used to make you drink with him, until the point you both were gone. You would tell him you didn't like it and didn't want too but he didn't care.

"Be a real woman" he would say making you drink so much that you would get sick over and over again, so much that even the smell gets you sick sometimes.

You tried to get this flashback to go away but it wouldn't. Finally you stood up and walked into your room changing into a pare of black shorts with a white stripe and a simple white tee, putting your hair down messing it up a bit. You didn't forget to take of the slight makeup your had on.

A knock on your door then the sound of it opening could be heard "Y/N" Jaebeom said walking in and looking at you. "Are you alright" he asked.

Your answer shocked him.