Alive

•Sixteen•

You managed to sit up but couldn't do anything because you were still hand cuffed. "Can I get this off now" you asked a bit nervously, it seamed as if he didn't hear you. He opened another drawer of the nightstand and pulled out a pair of keys. When he got the once cold metal off of you, you rubbed your wrist seeing red marks on your skin. You stood up and pulled up your underwear as you both got dressed, when you both were done he grabbed you by the waste and pulled you into a surprisingly soft kiss. One of your hands wondered to his chest while the other rested on the back of his neck, his skin was warm . Once you couldn't feel the warmth of his lips anymore you could see his perfect, charming, smile. The one that Jinyoung was saying he never has, you never knew him as that, you knew him as the strict, respectful, and kind man who's smile make's you almost go crazy in your own mind. "You are learning quickly" he said without emotion as his smile faded. As he unlocked and opened the door a creaking sound could be heard then the sound of his footsteps as he left. Soon after you left as well and headed to your room a bit sore. Once you closed the door behind you, you flung your self into your bed feeling the soft white confider. "Am I just a toy to him" you asked your self, rolling onto your front looking at the white, flat, ceiling. "He doesn't have any feelings towards me, I just-need to stop falling for him. I don't want to be hurt again" you said sighing. Little did you know he was standing at the door with it opened a crack hearing every word you say. "Even if he did, we would never be together. He seam's like a guy who likes to be single yet fuck around" your voice began to get quieter. It hurt more to hear them out loud then it did in your head. "That'ts not all true" you could hear a deep voice and footsteps walking into your room, it was Jaebeom. Quickly you sat up alarmed and hid your face "I-I'm so sorry I-" your voice trailed of as you felt pressure on the bed, he had sat down. "It may seam like i'm only fucking around but the reason I do it is to see if the girls really are in love with me. Willing to do anything for me as I would do for them. If the women sticks around then I marry her. But I have to like or be in love with her to do so" he said looking at the dresser in front of him. His hand was beside him on the bed. Before speaking you lightly placed a hand on his, he made you feel different then any other guy has. Not just because of sexual things but because he is a man who'me you learn more about every single day.