Faint music trickled through the haze she felt, dim memories of pain and fighting slowly fading as she felt grass tickle her back. The pungent smell of familiar coal mixed with the fragrance of the pine trees boded safety and Hester felt herself rousing, limbs free to move about as she rolled herself off the ground. Overalls, torn, as though her mother had not yet patched them up. Dirt scattered in her tousled hair as though she had fallen from the tree, and the scene around her seemed familiar as she stood up. A hand to her eyes, she watched the blue sky overtop the fence, the clouds that were barely visible over the size of the trees that held squirrels and songbirds.
The clock tower-the decrepit one that stood idly just past the Justice Building-rang to indicate one in the afternoon. Hester averted her gaze and looked towards the District, where families enjoyed the company of each other on a Sunday afternoon. Pouting her lips and giving a brush to her clothing, she walked the familiar steps back into town, the gravel underneath her coal-lined shoes crunching as she strolled with careless leisure. Isaac, two years her junior, was off at his friend's Lionel's house, and Hester revelled in the fact that he would not be there to chase her around begging to play with him when she got home.
She turned onto the broken pavement that led to her home, other houses lining the street. They stared at her as though they held secrets she would never know, haunting her as she passed them. Her mother would be home, and Hester wondered vaguely if Mauve would be out trading for something nice tonight. Hopefully, she thought, there would be something other than the soup they'd had for the last week. A slight breeze blew summer wind onto her face, and she closed her eyes, savouring the peacefulness that the neighbourhood gave her. There was no pain, only safety and family, and the revelation gave her great joy, as though nothing could come between her quiet life and the harsh reality of the outside world.
The door to the home was slightly open, the frayed screen opening and closing with the wind, flapping like the broken wings of a bird. Hester approached the house, walking beneath the sparse tree that bore no fruit through the seasons, her eye spotting a flicker of a grey cat underneath the garden that lined the home. With her tongue between her teeth, the young girl slowly walked towards the home, only to stop underneath the window, the cat gone. Sitting down in the dirt, Hester rested her head along the grimed sideboards of the house, her eyes closing until she heard the familiar trickle of noise from inside.
Her bright eyes slowly peered overtop the windowsill, the window open to let in the breeze, but in reality only let in more coal dust. Picture frames full of shattered coverings and aged photos obscured her view of the living room, the fireplace which wasn't lit stood lopsided between her vision. The music, melodic and sad, came slowly outside, the old radio used for Capitol broadcasts turning out an old tape found somewhere deep in the attic. Hester wondered why her mother would be listening to such a sad song alone, until the figures of two people obscured her vision and her face lit up with a childish glee.
In the middle of the room, locked in an embrace, stood her parents. Her father, who had barely been home from the mines in what seemed like years, danced with her mother, tears streaking the woman's face as they moved along to the melody, swaying back and forth as though this was both the last and first time they had hugged. Hester's dishevelled hair popped up further to get a better glance, until she scampered through the rickety front door, meeting the sight of one of the most simplistic beauties of the world: love. Hester was noticed a moment later, only to be swept up in her father's arms to be danced with, giggles cascading from her mouth that forgave his long absence. Laughter filled the tired home, a welcome feeling that her mother embraced with teary eyes and choked laughter as her father danced once more with her mother, just like their wedding day so many years ago.
The music came in waves, as though it meant to say that maybe this time her father would stay, that this happiness would continue. Hester didn't want to let go of the hands that swung her and dipped her with glee, the hands that held years of coal dust and the frail hands of a mother's touch. Fragments of smiles and a hearty laugh filled her mind as around she went, dizzy with happiness. So sweet was the sound of the music that Hester felt like everything here was meant to be.
It was the joy experienced by the dance that made Hester forget about the trials of her life, as though this moment, frozen in time, was what life could have been. Could have been, that is, if Hester didn't feel herself slowly falling away from the protective arms that embraced her, the music slowly distorting until she was begging it not to go. Her father slowly danced with her mother again, as though it was love rekindled after a blazing fire that took Hester away. The scene, Hester thought, never did include her, and the pain in her body slowly came back and she slowly fell to the depths of death once more, falling, falling, falling. The dancing, in reality, had happened after Hester had left. Trials often made people realize what they had was only temporary. For Hester, it was the happiness that was temporary, a slim taste of what was peace and joy that was so quickly snatched away again. She fell on the ground, broken again as her limbs scattered and her head fell back onto the dirt. Happiness, after all, was only temporary in a game of life or death.
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