As we stood on the stage at Londons Roundhouse for the Itunes festival i saw how everyone had their phones out with pictures on, I couldn't quite see what they were of but the posters next to them told me everything i needed to know, They read 'Zouis Talik' Nobody knows how i feel for the bradford bad boy so if he saw them he'd probably laugh and then laugh in my face.
I was going to keep telling myself about all the bad outcomes that could happen if Zayn found out and i finally gave myself enough courage to keep them all under wraps in hope that they'd find a way to disappear themselves just in time for when Liam started to talk to the crowd and now i regret letting them pick this song.
"Hello London! We'd just like to say a massive thank you to everyone thats come out to see us tonight and has made it possible for us to be here tonight! You guys are amazing and we hope you'll stick by us through the new things to come, But for tonight this will be our last song and it's Use Somebody!" He shouted before walking back towards his microphone stand placing it in almost in sync with the music started and then Harrys voice filled the arena as evereyone fell silent.
I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice
Someone like me, someone like me
Someone like me, somebody
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see.
Whilst i wasn't singing i found myself looking at Zayn a few times hoping that i didn't make it to obvious but i also noticed him look at me a few times and he thought i hadn't noticed. When i felt his eyes burning into the back of my head i couldn't help the butterflies that had a mini disco in my stomach but then they'd vanish along with the burning in my head because when i turned to look at him his gaze had gone to the thousands of pretty faces that were stood on the floor praying for just one glance of the straight lad.
Once the song had come to an end we all said a final goodbye each then made our way backstage where the rest of the boys were going to a made up after party which was just an excuse to go clubbing and i literally couldn't stop the laugh that escaped my mouth as Harry started pulling different faces at Paul trying to convince him to let them go and in the end it worked because half an hour later Liam, Harry and Zayn were waiting by the door for a very slow Niall whilst i sat on the couch.