* I didn't read it after I wrote it , so excuse the errors *
After the phone conversation ended with jade I decided on watching a movie.
Scrolling through the movies, I decided to watch "I got the hookup " this movie was a classic.
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I fell asleep during the middle of the movie and didn't wake up until auggie got home. He came home with Chinese take out. MY FAVORITE.
" baby? Cmon get up and eat " he said
I got up from the couch and walked into the kitchen with him. I took a seat at the table while he got the silverware out , and some plates and cups.
After he placed all my utensils and plate and cup in front of me, he took the seat that was in front of me , and then put food on both of our plates.We said our grace and then dug in.
" how was work? " I asked while taking a bite of my egg roll, " work was work. " he said , " hm. You ever figure out what you were going to do about your son? "
" yea .. I get to meet him tomorrow . " he said with a slight smile, "oh really? How? " I questioned
" well he's living with his grandparents right now , and I contacted them and they said I could come through to meet em . "
" baby that's good! Are you nervous? "
" yea I am.. I don't think I'm ready for a kid , I haven't had time to prepare .. " he said
" I think you're going to be an amazing parent. Trust the process "
" thank you baby. What did you do today? "
" well I talked to jade . Then I watched a movie , and then I slept . "
" what you and donkey talk about? "
" auggie stop calling her that " I laughed
" but nothing honestly just did a little catching up. "
" she does look like that and you know it baby "
He said with a smile
I adored August and jade bond that they had. When she was down here they got to know eachother , and this is what they did every time they saw eachother or if one another was mentioned .
" well tomorrow, is karaoke night again. I was going to go after I met my son. "
" wow my son. " he said
" I'll tag along then. " I said while getting up and throwing away me and August trash
I then went into my room and cut on some Netflix to watch river dale season 3. August came and laid beside me.
" im really worried baby. What if I neglect him like my parents neglected me? "
" I doubt you do that. You know exactly how it feels to be neglected so I doubt you put your son through the same thing " I said while playing in his Hair
" you're right. It's just scary knowing I had to raise a child. "
" it'll be fine baby. You have me. I'll be there for you and him through it all. "
" be my girlfriend .. " August said while sitting up in the bed
I was shocked .. I been waiting on this question , but I never wanted to force it. I sat up in the bed and faced him.
" August are you sure? "
" I haven't been more sure about anything in my life , but this? I'm so sure. You're so special to me. You helped me in so many ways. I just can't lose you. I want you to be my girlfriend. I promise to do right by you baby. " august said
I started tearing up. I been through some of the worse stuff . I've gotten my heartbroken into a million pieces , and August is just picking up all the pieces . I'm so happy, he was fresh air for me. He helped me get out of my toxic mindstate , he helped me realize there's more to life than being sad. He's been healing me , and I've been doing the same. So why not make it official?
" yes .. I will be your girlfriend auggie. " I said with a huge smile on my face ..
August then kissed me.
" I like you a lot ma "
" I like you a lot too auggie " I spoke
