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After I cooked , we sat down at the dinner table .
" So how was today? " August asked , " It was good .. I like chase a lot , he's a sweet little boy and he reminds me a lot of you " I replied back. " I always catch myself admiring him , it's so crazy bro I actually got a kid " he said while biting into his chicken.
" mmm this good ma , who taught you how to cook like this? " he said while licking his fingers , and digging into his Mac and cheese .. " My mom of course " I said while chuckling , because I remembered when I used to be a horrible cook , until a few weeks ago . I spent a lot of days at my mom house , watching her cooks and sometimes helping her .
I only knew how to cook pasta dishes and breakfast , other than that I was horrible at it . But my mom taught me a few cooking techniques and gave me some new recipes to try , I also remember when I used to try to cook for Marcell , he hated my cooking , everytime I tried we would just end up eating takeout from somewhere .
" Well she did a damn good job , because this Mac and cheese is hitting , you need to cook this shit more often " , I chuckled while looking at him .. " what? " he questioned , " I'm just so fucking thankful for you " , " you taught me a lot , these past few weeks been the best , I feel like I been knowing you for years , you make me feel at peace , I'm the luckiest girl right now " I said
" Don't make me cry , daddy loves you too though ma " he said while leaning over the table and giving me a kiss , " I love you more " I replied attempting to deepen the kiss.
" hold up ma , let me finish eating this good ass food , then we can get busy "
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After we ate and showered , we went to watch greys anatomy, we were currently on season 5 , episode 24 when George O'Malley dies , I practically had to beg August to start the show with me , he said the show was too sentimental for him.
" damn " August said , while I was in full blown tears , " you crying? It's not even that sad " , " yes it is . He died for being a hero , and she thinks he's her prince and she don't even get to meet him properly " i said barely getting it out , because I was really hurt . I always get emotionally attached to characters then they past , Izzy wasn't making it any better , Cancer was kicking her ass . " All this is so sad " I cried out , " Okay that's enough for you tonight " he replied with a chuckle while cutting the tv off . " it's not funny dude " I said while punching him in his arm .
" I'm sorry ma " he replied while grabbing me and wiping my tears . " it's just a show , he's still here in real life "
I wiped my tears and said, " auggie just shut up you're not making it any better "
