" OPEN THE DOOR YAS ITS BEEN TWO FUCKING DAYS !" August said while banging on the door
" GO AWAY PLS! " I replied back , and walking into the living room and taking a seat on the couch. I turned the tv to YouTube and played ' in my feelings x Ann Marie ' , I cut it up as loud as I could to tune out all the noise august was keeping up.
I was lucky my parents stayed in a excluded area or else the neighbors would of been filing a noise complaint for two days straight. August came over around 8:30 Friday , he been begging and pleading for me to answer the door and explain to him why I haven't been home or answering him.
Jade has been calling and texting me too , but I been ignoring her also. I just been needing time to get my shit together , I also needed time to figure out how I wanted to handle this situation.
Do I want to put August out? Do I want to hear him out? Do I just want to go beat the bitch up? These questions have been coming across my mind for the last two days.
I learned that her name is Amari , I found her instagram and it seemed to be that we've been following eachother for quite sometime. She also has been throwing slick shots at me on insta , but haven't used her @ button yet , so
I'm not really bothered by her irrelevant ass.
Eventually the banging and yelling stopped , I was relieved I hardly been getting any sleep because every time I dose off , here comes August cheating ass.
I haven't cried yet , but I know eventually it'll happen, because am I just not good enough for anybody? I try my best to make everybody happy and make sure their mental is straight. But, whose going to make sure I'm okay? Whose going to make me happy? Obviously not August crimson chin ass!
" Get the fuck up! " August said while snatching me up from the couch
" Ugh move off of me! How did you even get in here? "
" You forgot to lock some windows dumbass . " He said while blowing his breath.
" Ew your breath smells disgusting , probably been eating that bitch Amari pussy" I spoke while yanking my arm out of his grasp
" Amari? " He asked with a confused face expression
" Oh don't act fucking dumb , you know exactly who that is! "
" I honestly don't know Yas. "
"Badbitch07? Ring any bells? " I said while going to grab my phone to try to refresh his memory on who the bitch was.
August menace stare , became into a tense and scared stare. His ugly ass looked like a deer caught in headlights, and all this confirmed that she wasn't lying , even though I saw the proof I needed him to confirm whether she was lying or not.
" EXACTLY! You can let yourself out now you fucking cheater " I said while throwing my phone at him , but missed him because he moved just in time.
" Yo yas chill and let me explain "
" What's to explain?! You can't explain shit to me! Go explain to that bitch how you need a place to stay because you cheated on your girlfriend and she put yo ass out " I said while pacing the floor.
" Yo What the fuck " August said while taking a seat on the couch and palming his face. I honestly don't even know why the hell he's still breathing the same air as me. He should of left like a damn hour ago! I was trying to keep my cool and not slap the fuck out of him, but he was making it hard by still being here.
" If you know what's best for you, you'll leave. because I'm this close to slapping you! " I said while pinching my fingers together to show August the little patience I had left.
" Can I explain? " He asked
" Even though I know there's not shit you can say that can justify the shit you did , but yes go ahead. " I said wanting to hear why he was texting this bitch.
" I only texted her because I left my book on her staircase , I always go up to the special place where I can see the whole city and write about shit. I write poems and music using the inspiration of the city. It's like my safe place , every time I feel a hint of depression, anger, or stress that's where I go. But the day I went , it got chilly so I went to sit on the staircase , and accidentally forgot my book . " He said while pausing to make sure I was still listening , I nodded my head for him to continue. " Anyways , she texted me informing me that she had the book. I asked her could I come over and get it , and she responded she was busy. So this went on for a week straight. How do you even know I texted her? "
" I saw her at the mall Friday , and she came up to me on some bold shit , telling me to get my man .. She showed me yall messages , but it looked like you were blowing her up.. iguess she deleted her part , I'm sorry " I said while feeling bad , I was still pissed though because this bitch got me at my mama house sulking and shit.
" I knew something was off about her ass . " He said , " I knew she was too nice "
" Well ima beat her ass next time I see her that's final " I said while taking a seat next to him.
August pulled me into a hug , and put his head in the crook of my neck , " I missed you " he said while raising his head and whispering into my ear.
" I missed you too. I'm sorry I didn't ask you about this first. " I replied while stroking his hair
" It's okay baby. just never do that shit again. Me and Jade was worried about you. "
