Personal Body Guard - (Shawn Mendes)

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"Wake me up,
I'm fever dreaming
And now I lose control,
I'm fever dreaming"

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*Shawn's Point Of View*

I placed the seventh beer cup down pushing it to my pile of cups.

"Hey mate we're closing in 10 minutes" the bartender said making me groan dramatically.

He chuckled shaking his head. "Whatever's going on at home. Go home and sort it out mate. Don't use beer as a distraction from your problems" he said patting my shoulder before walking past me.

I stood up grabbing my keys and heading outside.

I stumbled on my way to the car grasping the drivers door and swinging it open and throwing myself in. I pushed the keys in, turning it and bringing the car to life.

I sighed before putting my seat belt on and beginning my short drive home. I had driven drunk before and I don't know if it was a good thing that I was an expert at it. Although I had never been this drunk before so I was little nervous.

I sped down the streets of Los Angeles before safely making it to the front of my apartment, glancing up to see the apartment lights to our apartment was off.

Wait our apartment? It's her apartment not yours Shawn. She would never live with you.

I stumbled my way into the lobby and into the elevator pressing our floor level, the feeling of the elevator rising giving me a headache.

The elevator doors soon opened to my floor making me zig zag my way down the hall before unlocking the door and shutting it behind me.

I threw my keys into the bowl beside the front door and made my way to my room. I sighed sadly seeing Emily's door shut. She obviously didn't need me to fall asleep tonight.

She didn't need me.

I swung my bedroom door open, taking my shirt off and throwing it to the corner of my room. I shut the door behind me before unzipping my jeans and taking my shoes off leaving them laying there on the ground.

I glanced at my neon green alarm clock beside my bed, managing to see that it was almost 2am.

Wow I didn't think it was that late.

My eyes slowly drifted to my bed, seeing a small bump under the covers. I smiled seeing the familiar blonde hair lay along the pillow behind her head.

I slid under the covers, just staring at the back of her head for a bit before moving in closer and wrapping my arm around her waist inhaling her beautiful scent.

I nuzzled my head into the back of her neck as I shut my eyes.

"Mm... Shawn?" She moaned out turning around slowly to face me. She rubbed the sleep out of her eyes before opening them to stare at me.

"Where were you?" She whispered staring at me in worry.

"I w-went to the bar" I slurred out.

She sighed deeply, "Oh Shawn. Your drunk" she said placing her hand against my cheek.

"I am indeed" I said sending her a cheeky smirk.

"Your still adorable" she said smiling at me.

"No you are" I replied playfully making her smile widely.

She began to rub her thumb back and forth along my jaw line.

"You are the most beautiful girl on earth" I said staring into her sparkling eyes. Her cheeks tinted as she smiled at my words.

"Thank you" she whispered.

We sat there staring at each other in silence for a few minutes before I finally spoke.

"Karen"

Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "What?" She asked.

"That's my mom's name" I answered making her lips turn up and she smiled widely.

"Karen Mendes... lovely name" she said making me smile.

"Yeah. My dad is Manuel Mendes but everyone calls him Manny" I said making her nod her head.

"I'm sure there very lovely. Just like you" she said laying her arm under her head.

"Hopefully you can meet them one day. You'd love them... They would definitely love you" I blurted out.

She smiled even wider, her eyes sparkling that little bit more.

"I mean if you want-" I started but got cut off by her. "Of course. I would love to" she said making me smile.

"Can I ask more?" She asked nervously making me nod. I had never really opened up to another girl before and it felt extremely weird. But I felt like I could trust her.

No. I knew I could trust her.

"What's your sister like?" She asked, the recurring memory of me telling her I had a sister when we met flashed through my mind.

"Well her names Aaliyah. Aaliyah Mendes. She is 15 years old and she is actually the best sister anyone could ever ask for" I said with a smile making her awe.

"That's really sweet Shawn" She said running a hand through my hair making me close my eyes and smile in relaxation.

I loved the way she made me feel. Not only when she physically touched me but emotionally as well. She made me feel happiness that I haven't felt in a long time.

"Whatcha' thinking about?" She asked making my eyes open again.

"You" I answered straight away making her eyes widen as she began to bite her lip.

"W-What about me?" She stuttered out.

"How you make me feel" I drunkenly blurted out not sure if I was going to regret this in the morning.

She stayed silent for a few seconds and I was beginning to think I would regret it.

"How do I make you feel?" She asked softly staring at me with those beautiful brown eyes.

I sighed caressing her cheek. "You make me feel things that no one has ever made me feel before. When I wake up, I'm happy knowing that I can take a few steps and you're there. When we fight it actually sucks because I just exclude myself when all I really want to do is apologise and kiss you" I said softly my sober thoughts coming out of my drunk mouth.

She instantly pulled me into a hug.

"God Shawn" she said nuzzling her head into my neck.

"I really like you" she whispered, her breath on my skin making me shiver.

"I really like you too Em" I replied kissing her head.

She lifted her head up and pressed her lips softly against mine. I was taken aback.

After a second of shock I kissed her back my lips pressing softly against hers. Both her hands on each side of my face as one of my hands rested on her hip. My tongue skimmed her bottom lip begging for entrance. Her lips parted as we began to heavily and passionately kiss. I'd never kissed someone with so much want and need. But want and need for just this person's presence and touch.

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A/N: YAY WE LOVE A DOUBLE UPDATE. But there's a lil' point of view from Shawn. I don't give many of them because I don't want to give much away.