You Never Said Goodbye

I'm no longer in love with her

Yeri POV

Tonight Joy and I are meeting Seulgi and Irene for dinner. Its been months since we met up together and since Joy and I are now engaged we wanted to celebrate the news with them.

We're going for an international buffet since it's the only thing worth having when you've got to feed both Irene and I.

We all became friends years ago because of Chaeyoung and Lisa. And even though they had their relationship drama we remained in touch. Joy and I were there when Irene and Seulgi finally got together and they were with Joy and I through our relationship as well.

Now that Joy and I are taking the next step we want them to be a part of it too, regardless of what happens between Chaeyoung and Lisa. We love the 2 of them, we honestly do. But the world doesn't revolve around them.

Seeing how Chaeyoung and Lisa are, it causes me to truly look at Joy and the others around me and be thankful I have them in my life. I want to treasure them and I want them all to know how deeply I love them and appreciate them. So honestly, its not taxing at all to meet Seulgi and Irene. They're friendship and support is wonderful, they're really great fun and well.. I always have a great meal whenever I meet them. Heh.

I'm really happy these days. The knowledge that Joy and I are going to promise forever to each other makes me feel as if I could fly. She was amazing. She is amazing. Every little thing she did for me before she proposed spoke to me. It told me how well she knew me, how much she loves me, how determined she is to make me happy. Also I have an entire couple outfit ranging from hats, shirt, jeans, skirt, watch, shoes and engagement ring - all with JoyRi somewhere on it, a definite plus.

She took me on a yacht for a weekend away; just the 2 of us. She looked amazingly hot with the sunglasses, captains hat, red bikini top and denim hot pants on as she drove and steered the yacht. The place was well stocked with food and drinks, there were roses everywhere, she had prepared movies that we could watch and board games that we could play. But mostly we spent it out on the deck talking, tanning, fishing, dirty dancing, fooling around, watching the sunset. Or we spent it in bed where the chocolate, whipped cream and champagne came in handy.

We obviously didn't sleep at all that night and as the sun was rising, we got out of bed and sat on the deck covered in blankets and bedsheets and held each other as we waited for the sun the greet us over the horizon. Joy was resting her head on my shoulder and we held hands; our fingers intertwined with each others perfectly. We talked about the lives we wanted to live together. The schools we wanted to send our 2 children to. The things we wanted to achieve; where we wanted to travel to.

And as the first rays of sunlight appeared, Joy lifted her head and gazed lovingly at me and said 'Kim Yerim, you complete me. You are my match in everyway. I fall deeper in love with you everyday. You are the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with. I'm yours, every part of me is yours. I cannot imagine my life without you, my love and my best friend. I love you. Will you do me the honour of being my wife?' She took a beautiful solitaire diamond ring out and looked at me with such hope and love.

At that moment I was sure that regardless of where I've been, who I've loved, where I would go; you Park Sooyoung are the one that I love, cherish and want to be with. I kissed you with all the joy and love I had for you and said 'Yes, I will marry you. We've known each other since forever. You've stood by my side, you waited for me and you loved me unconditionally. Park Sooyoung, in your arms and at your side is where I belong. I love you.'

You slipped the ring onto my finger and smiled with unrestrained joy. I could see honest happiness in your smile, I half expected you to jump around like the kid that you are but you didn't. Instead you kissed me deeply and we proceeded to celebrate the beginning of a new day and a new chapter of our lives together.