I decided to stay on Crait a while longer, there was no point leaving what supplies I had here. I busied myself searching the entire mine. I even found an old washroom with a natural source of water and bathroom supplies. I delighted in using the toothpaste and sealed toothbrush, finally relieving me of the horrible taste that I had held in my mouth for the last couple of days. I showered. The water was cold but it felt amazing running over my tired body. I washed and even shaved and washed out my clothes and then I headed back to the Tie fighter, checking it over, testing the engine and making sure it still worked. I did everything I could to stop myself remembering that Rey had not been back for a full twenty four hours now. A quick rush of panic ran through me as I thought of her. What if she had given up on me?Another two days went by and still no Rey. I cursed myself for saying what I did, but I had been annoyed, not at her I now realised, but at myself. I had become nothing and I hated it. Worse than that I knew that she was right, I couldn't run and hide forever.
I had no idea what time it was but overcome by tiredness I lay down as usual on the floor. Despite my best efforts I still had found nowhere else to sleep. I closed my eyes and that same rush of panic went through my body, what if I never see her again? Suddenly I had a idea, an idea that caused a rush of a different kind through my body. If she felt me then she might come to me. I undid my trousers and, lifting up, I pulled them down, followed by my underwear. My already growing erection now on show. I took hold of myself and began to pump my hand up and down, a shuddery breath escaping from my lips. She had to be feeling this. The thought of her experiencing the growing pleasures I was feeling excited me and I heard a moan come from my mouth. My breathing grew heavier and I sped up. More than once I thought I heard humming and stopped but she was never there. I was almost at orgasm when a noise from deep within the mine made me stop abruptly, a drop of pre-cum dripping onto my hand. I lay still, panting. Trying to steady my breathing so that I could hear. There it was again, was that footsteps? I quickly pulled my hand away, pulling up my underwear and trousers, fastening the zipper. My breath shaky and my erection still throbbing I crept forwards, my heart pounding. I picked up the blaster I had taken from the stormtrooper and edged out into the hall. Another noise and then voices, sounded like a male and a female. I stepped back into the doorway my heart thudding, my arousal now replaced with fear. The voices were even closer now and suddenly I recognised the female voice, it was Rey!
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Force connections
FanfictionStarts during TLJ and explores things from Kylo RENs point of view. Major Smut alert! Hope you enjoy ;-) I own no art work used here but love it all ❤️