Force connections

Really Rey

We decided to meet here on Anoat.  It was such an unappealing planet that it seemed unlikely that anyone would expect for us to be here. 

I closed my eyes as I sat in my room and concentrated on looking for Rey's light.  I found it easily.  She was sat in what looked like my fathers ship and for a moment it frightened me, almost making me want to retreat back to my room but then Rey looked at me and her smile stopped me.  I went to stand next to her and allowed her to pull me close, kissing my lips tenderly.  My body responded as it always did when I saw her, my hardness building.  Rey pulled away from me slightly, our bodies still touching, "Ben, where are we meeting?" She asked softly, "Come here to Anoat, where I am, we have plenty of food and accommodation". Rey nodded eagerly, making it clear to me that she had never heard what Anoat was like.  "I can't wait to kiss you properly again Ben" Rey whispered, pushing her body against my hardness, I groaned, my hands pulling her even closer against me, "l will need a couple of days Ben.  Just to pack up our base here".  I nodded, slightly disappointed. The thought of waiting any longer for Rey's touch frustrated me no end.  How long had it been since I had properly been intimate with her?  Almost a month I thought.  The thought of how long it had been made me lean into her again, desperate to gain an outlet for my needs.  We kissed, my tongue touching hers and then we broke apart.  "In two days we'll come to you Ben. Two days " she said fading away.

For the next two days I stayed busy.  I continued training the knights and also took the time to ensure that plenty of food was collected and my room was clean and comfortable.  Every time I thought of her arrival I got butterflies in my stomach and a swelling at my groin.  I resisted the urge to relieve myself, waiting instead for her, happy in the knowledge that she was clearly doing the same.

On the morning of her arrival I woke early, my heart thumping, my stomach flip flopping.  I headed straight to the spring before breakfast, washing, shaving and cleaning my teeth and then pulled on clean clothes.  I ate breakfast and then waited eagerly outside the castle.  The other knights watched me, clearly curious as to who I was so eagerly waiting for but much too afraid to ask. My heart was aching to see her and butterflies danced around in my stomach.

At just before mid-day the sound of an approaching ship caused my eyes to flit up to the sky. There it was, my fathers ship. I tensed, biting my cheek at the memories it evoked. Rey's in there I soothed my self as I walked forwards to where it had landed. I swallowed hard as the ramp lowered. Steam escaped in a white cloud. I tried to steady my breathing and then she appeared looking more beautiful than I had ever seen her look. She was wearing new clothes. Similar to what she had worn before but a paler colour and more tight fitting, showing off her perfect form. I swallowed hard again. I wanted to rush towards her, straight into her arms but I was aware that not only were the other knights watching but also Rey was not leaving the ship alone. She was flanked on either side by the pilot and Chewbacca. Chewbacca ran at me, roaring fiercely. Instinctively my hand flew to my saber on my belt, "Chewy, no. Leave him alone " Rey said sternly. The Wookiee let out a growl of frustration but stopped in his tracks. The pilots face was cold, "I don't know what she sees in you but I sure hope she's right, for your sake" he said. The knights behind me raised their weapons at the pilot but I waved them down. The pilot was just bitter about her choosing me over him. The mere thought of that sent a delicious shiver through my body but I kept my face blank. Malbus stepped forwards, "Bring all your people, I'll show you to your rooms so you can get settled". I stood silently with Rey as we watched the remaining resistance leave my fathers ship, the pilot stopping to glare at me once more before turning to follow Malbus.  I saw the traitor called Finn hand in hand with the girl from the shower room on Crait.  They both glared at me and then walked past shaking their heads. Rey squeezed my hand once the others had gone and then turned to follow the crowd.  I grabbed her wrist, "You can stay in my room if you like?" I whispered.  Rey looked around nervously and then slowly turned to face me, "I'd love to" she said quietly, something dancing in her eyes. My heart thudded in my chest at the look in her eyes, had she missed the intimacy like I had? A sudden image of her and the pilot snapped me out of my thoughts, no, I decided, she had experienced intimacy with him, she wasn't as desperate as I was to be alone together. The thought made me sad, my eyes dropping to the ground. Suddenly Rey's lips were on my cheek, kissing me tenderly. Could she feel my emotions again? "I can't wait to be alone with you Ben" she whispered. I smiled a small smile and then pushed past her, letting her follow me to my room.