Find Your Love

Boy or Girl

^ Dwayne is The dude in the picture he plays off of menace to society^

Renaè

Me and Dwayne was laughing in the car. I told him that Dre was my baby daddy and that's why he offered to help me with the baby as if it was his. I'm really happy because today is the day I get to find out what it is. And I want to know so I can buy some things for it. I have been cleaning the house and cooking so I got about $12,000. I want to get my own house but I wanna do that when the baby is 5 to 6 months so I know what I'm doing. I don't need anybody's help I just wanna be safe about it and know what I'm doing here instead of what I'm not. Dwayne is real sweet but I think he's thirsty. I even told him multiple times it's nothing new. He just says he's not if anything I'm thirsty for him. He told me he has a baby well 2 but one is on the Way and the second baby mama and him isn't on talking terms because she was trying to be a little hoe. I couldn't believe he had told me that when he said it. I kept wondering why he was trying so hard with me and he needs to be with his baby mama working things out and not trying so hard with me. His BM is about 6 months while I'm just turning 5.The baby hasn't started kicking yet but when it does I'm going to be excited.

"Alright let's bounce"Dwayne spoke cutting the engine and rolling up the windows.

We walked in the hospital and I sat down in the chair but as soon as I did I stood up and walked to the back knowing Lisa was going to be mad at me knowing I can just walk back there.

"Come on"I spoke.

"Naw,I'll stay out here I believe I'm over stepping over my boundaries"He said.

"Come on, your like my real boy best friend"I whined.

"Fine"He gave.

We walked into Lisa's office and she had everything set up already.

"Dang mama"I joked.

"You wanna know more than me"I laughed.

"Yeah,I wanna a grandson even though I got boys Rion is too much for me"She joked.

"I know and I'm going to kill those brothers of mine I haven't seen her in a month"I over exaggerated.

"Okay,so I'm going to put the cold gel on your stomach"She said.

She put the gel on and my stomach got chill bumps. She then set up the ultra sound.

"And there 'He' is"She spoke while pointing at the much bigger dot than the last appointment.

"It's a he"I smiled.

"Yay,I got a nephew"Dwayne jumped up out his seat.

"Shhhh,there's other patients boy"Mama Lisa whispered.

"My bad"He said calming down a little.

"Come on I'm ready to go home now,I'm tired"I informed.

"Mama we can go shopping later on when you get off I'll be up by then"I spoke.

"Okay,I get off at 3 today so you get a little extra sleep"She yelled out to us as we walked out the door. We checked out and went to the car.

"You hungry"Dwayne asked.

"No,I'm sleepy"I answered. He nodded and turned on the air then he picked a Cd. When he picked one he put the car in reverse and drove out the clinic. He had his head cocked to the side. And he had his hands on the top of the steering wheel.We was at a stop light.

"Where's your other daughter"I asked.

"Uhm, She's with her mom and I haven't seen her in a minute but I'm suppose to have her this weekend"He spoke.

"Oh"I replied.

Soon after I fell asleep and didn't even remember waking up to go to my room.

Ja'Ray

My dad was having a serious conversation with us.The meeting was still going on Renaè and Dwayne was only gone for about 35 to 45 minutes.We heard the door and everybody was looking back waiting for whoever it was to come around the corner. It was Dwayne and he was carrying Renaè bridal style and she was sleep.

"I'm going to put her in the bed and I'll be back"Dwayne spoke.

We nodded and watched him carry her up the stairs. He came back and whispered something to our dad and whatever he said had my dad smiling from ear to ear. But whatever it was he continued the meeting smiling widely.

Dre

I don't why this nigga keep trying they ain't going to be together.That will forever be mine.I talked to my grandma which is really Chris's grandma and she told me how wrong I was and I really need to appologize.Then I told her about Dwayne and how hard he's trying. She asked me what did I plan on doing with her and I told her making her the sideline and she cussed me out.When she was finished she said to let her go and let Dwayne have her. So, I decided that I'm going to try and work something out with her. Because deep down I know I got feelings for her. And that's the truth.

Lisa

We wasn't going shopping today well not me and Renaè today. I had a better surprise for her but it wasn't today.Today after Mike is done with his meeting we was going to have a cake and her friends over to go shopping with her. I know she'll like that a lot so I'll let them get pampered and let them catch up on stuff.