Find Your Love

Nobody Knows

^ I am aware that this is K camp just pretend that it's Chris ^. WARNING! Very short chapter only Chris Pov

Nobody knows what I go through.Wish you could put me in ....... August Alsina
Chris

The other day I kinda drunk through my problems.I hate this My mama ain't never coming home and it's all my fault.I have been blaming my self for years now.My grandma always say it's not my fault but it is.I don't have a brother because of me.He died with my mom he didn't make it out and when they said my mom was dead I just left.I didn't feel like talking to anybody I was in rage.I decided to go see her.I walked through the grave sight until I came upon her grave stone."Mama,I miss you and I'm sorry"I teared up."I hate myself for this I said sorry a hundred times but I feel like you didn't forgive me"I wiped my tears."I love and I wish you was here"I smiled."I know you and brother is up there dancing"I Chuckeled."But,I pray that you forgive me and watch over me and lil sis because she's all I got"I frowned."I got grandma too but for how long and that's why I'm trying to get myself together so she can come with me because grandma isn't doing too well"I Frowned."I don't want her to move in with me yet but that's my sister,Aunt Caroline and her son Craig are moving back down here"I smiled."The boy is bad"I laughed.I was silent for a while because for some reason I felt like going back to the hospital.So I hugged and kissed my mama's birth Stone.I got in my car and drove to the hospital to talk to my mama's old doctor."Excuse me,Is doctor Shannon here"I asked the receptionist."Yes,Right down the hall"She pointed behind her.I walked to the end of the hall and knocked."Come in"He Spoke.He looked up and smiled at me."Hey,How you been doing"He shook my hand."Uhm,Fine but I just left my moms grave sight and something kept telling me to come back"I informed."Good,Because your brother is NOT dead.He's upstairs right now.He's been having breathing problems since birth.If you want him your free to take him?His names Cory."He spoke."What the fuck"I yelled."Calm down he's been living with me I didn't have no contact information.You just left and dissapeared"He spoke."The names good since his sisters name is Carly"I spoke truthfully."Uhm hmm.You should probably keep going to the grave sight every week if you can"He Advised.I just nodded and went to see my brother not before calling my grandmother.When I hung up she just said I'm on my way and hung up.I could tell she was pissed off but so was I.I walked in the room.He looked like he was having trouble breathing so I called the nurse on the remote and told them he was having trouble breathing.They came and gave him more medicine.My brother looked nothing how Carly dressed.She was swagged out but that was going to change.My grandma came in and started crying and holding his hand.I knew he was just 7 but he looked like he was 8."This boy is tall"My grandma said kissing him on his forehead."Yeah"I said watching him sleep."Mama,can you tell Carly what's going on and tell her I'll see her tomorrow with her little brother"I asked."Uhm hmm baby I sure will and you be careful your aunt Caroline is coming tomorrow too"She spoke while grabbing her purse."K love you mama"I said grabbing the remote and turning on the game."Love you too"She said kissing my forehead.I pulled out a stack and gave it to her.It was a stack full of hundreds and twenties.Mostly hundreds.With that she walked out.Usually she'd say no.But she knew she wasn't going to win.

I also wanted to clarify that Renaè looks like Draya off basketball wives with a Nicki Minaj Body.

*Cory
*Chris misses his mama
*Cousin and aunt coming to town
*I see drama
*His brother ALIVE
*They don't have family
*He thinks his grandma going to die

I changed his sister'a name to Carly.I know how I bought his brother into the story was f*cked but it'll get better.