The Art Of Our Thoughts

The thing about emotions

I didn't know exactly how to phrase it, but I'm talking about the emotions that exist out of nothing.

I never understood how is it possible to feel sadness, anxiousness, or emptiness out of nothing.

I despised it actually.

It's like you got all these amazing things going on in life and then you're laying in bed, and there it is.

It's just this feeling in your chest that expands and expands until it suffocates you so hard you can't breathe, can't sleep, can't think.

A whirlwind of emotions wash over you like you're sitting on the beach and the tide of waves drags you towards the deep black ocean, during all that you've forgotten how to swim.

So you drown in all these feelings and thoughts.

"And if something doesn't change, then we'll keep on sinking further," -S.M.

In this case, the change needs to be a distraction, a distraction from these emotions that are battling to get to us, that seem to exist out of nowhere.

And so when we're in our heads, and decide to take a walk, play with our little siblings, watch our favorite show.

All of these save us from drowning, because these emotions only ever come once in a while, they're not always there.

I'm not sure if you guys understood the idea I'm trying to send, it seems every time I talk to someone about this, and try to explain it to them, they do not seem to understand.

They ask all the wrong questions, and I guess I'm trying to put it out there for you to know that these emotions you're going through, you're not alone in them.
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Dedicated to: M.H.

-S.S.