The Art Of Our Thoughts

The thing about jealousy

It's an ugly feeling, jealousy.

I've experienced it a lot, in so many situations, but I never acted on it, I never let it get to me.

And I thought so did everyone else, I thought that when you felt jealous in a situation where you have no right to be jealous in, then you brush the feeling off and ignore it.

Turns out I'm an idiot.

Jealousy affects people differently, and it really just depends on their personalities.

But, it also makes people do ugly things.

It makes them blind.

And worst of all, that when that jealousy passes and they look back at what they've done, they regret it but there's nothing to do to undo the damage.

I realized tho, that it's only blinding if you let it manifest inside of you. If you just keep feeding it then it's bound to explode in some way.

Turns out that jealousy is a feeling I hate on my friends, because it makes them act in a different way.

A bad different.
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Dedicated to: someone I don't wanna tag lol

-S.S.