Perfect SCARS

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The next few days took the hit, It indeed got worse and I wasn't that surprised.. He was angry and he took it on me everywhere possible

More spanking, more molesting, more torture and more pain... It was like a never ending hell

The only time I had to rest was when he finally woke up one morning and pack his bags that he was traveling

He gave me countless rules to be guarded by before leaving... And told me that I could only use the landline only when am dying or the house is on fire besides that I should not even touch the phone...

I was at least glad that he was off me for a while... And I can breath again

I don't even want to start thinking of all the crazy things that has happened.. Of how I moved from Mrs Lawrence office back to this hellhole

I have thought about it and I'm completely drained.... Like the thoughts of not being able to find answers literally drives me nuts

It like the world revolves around him and no matter how hard I try or where I turn to I will forever remain within his reach

After all I explained to Mrs Lawrence why would she just hand me over to him like that.... I don't even understand how I slept all through... It was such a huge mistake to have trusted Mrs Lawrence... She's such an heartless woman.. I worked so hard to make it back to the foster care.. And now that's all a thing of the past

So I spend the next few days relaxing and watching my wounds heal rather than thinking of all the crazy stuff happening

Things were going great.. I didn't mind that I was the only one in the house .. I wish it would be like this forever

I laid down on my tiny bed, I was barely asleep... Infact it gets really hard to sleep this days. I can't stay calm in the dark. Without the fear of that monster coming to devour me in my sleep

I was so excited when he picked up his stuff and left the house. Even though it is only for a few days at least I get some time to myself and that is a very good thing

He has been gone for two days and i wish he'd be gone forever. Staying in this hell hole is more tolerable if he's not here. Things get heated when he's around... Very heated

Then I heard the cracking of the footboard.. My heart skipped a thousand beats as I heard them moving closer

Oh no... He's here....

I jumped off my bed and paced around the room for a while, I can't do this today. I swear I can't.. Tears rolled down my cheeks at the thoughts of his huge rough hands on my body and his disgusting hard face pressed against mine

I swear I can't survive another night of this torture.. Two days is not enough to heal but it was enough to realize what I want and I sure as hell don't want this.....

Oh lord please.... Help me

His boot against the floor was like a kick to my skull... He's coming for me and he's getting closer..
I moved the table in my room against the door and checked if the door is properly locked.. I know that could never put him away but I just had to try.. I dragged my bags even though it almost empty.. I placed them on the table and when he was getting even closer

I crawled under my bed and closed my eyes tightly... I just don't want this tonight. Heavens hear my prayers

One push at my door and it flung open, tossing all the useless obstruction I used. My heart pounds heavily against my chest.

He walked in like he owned the place, well maybe he own this place but this is not right..  He cut me shut from my thoughts as he pulled me out of the bed with my leg.

Good lord... Why can I not escape this torture even if it is for a day,
His hand gripped my arm and pulled me up then tossed me on my tiny bed like am a piece of paper

Then he got busy with his belt and I stared at him with anger and hatred sworn I won't let him have his way with me.. Not today Not ever

I throw out a leg and kicked him in between his legs.. He groaned loudly and squat. Which gave me enough time to run out of the room and into the kitchen to open the back door

But he's just so fast and smart, of course the back door is not open and I'm walking right into a dead end  
I kicked the door angrily and he was already behind me

He slammed my head against the door with force and I didn't see that coming.. My forehead was dripping blood and my eyes were cloudy I couldn't even think clearly

I felt him lift me up on his shoulder and I couldn't fight it as he carried me back to lord knows where
But I'm sure of what he did to me
He..... Devoured me mercilessly