Perfect SCARS

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I woke up late this morning
I had heavy migraine from last night, another one of simon's pointless and meaningless date

Last night he called that he was missing me and would like to take me out..... I didn't want to go, I tried to talk him out of it.... But he wouldn't budge. He kept insisting that he wanted to see me and I had to agree. I got dressed and followed him to a karaoke bar

It was cool.  . but I didn't want to  make a big deal out of it so I tried to enjoy it

We arrive back to the house late..... He still wouldn't allow me hop down. He had so much to say..... And I was worn out but I waited a while to let him satisfy himself before I hopped down from the car

The moment my head hit the pillow. I slept off

My migraine drove me straight to my stuff to find some painkillers, as I was going to the kitchen to get some water.. I notice Bobby sitting by the veranda in his school uniform

its almost nine and Bobby is never late for school. He is always on time
I moved to the veranda

"What's wrong Bobby... Why are you still here.. Why are you not in school  "

"I'm waiting for my mommy "

"Where's your mommy "

"She went this way "
He points towards the main  gate

"Just now"

"Yes "

"But why didn't she take you to school first before going out "

"They dinnor allow me to go inside... "

"Go inside where "

"Our school "

"Why did they not allow you "

"Sebi... Is because I have not pay "

"Pay your school fees " I completed

He nods

"Did You go there this morning "

"Yes now..... I went with my mommy "

"And they didn't let you in because you are owing school fees "

He nods again licking his fingers

"So Your mommy brought you back  home and then went out, did she tell you where she is going  "

"No she said she's coming and that when she comes we'll go back to school "

I was so upset with Mira
What sort of rubbish is this
Just because we have been having issues, she refused to interact with me in the house.. And something like this was going on and she couldn't even tell me

Bobby and I waited for her in the living room.... She returned about 30minutes later and took Bobby back to school.... The only words she said to me was good morning and then she left

I waited until she returned from bobby's school... She looked tired so I allowed her breath before I walked up to her

"What exactly is going on Mira "

"What do you mean "

"You know what I mean, "

"Well I don't.. Would you mind explaining in details "

"What happened with Bobby today "

"Ohh that... Well I had to balance up his school fee and the money I was expecting has not been sent so I went there to explain to them but they wouldn't listen so I had to bring him back home so I can go and collect the money "

"Bobby said he's been sent home a few times too"

"Don't mind that boy.. He just says whatever he likes "

"I don't think so...., I think you are the one who likes to say what you think others should hear "

"Now You are going to take my son's words over mine "

"I would.... And do you know why... Because he is just a boy and  children dont mince words they say it as it is.. Or hide things like we do..   their hearts are free to anyone.... Bobby spoke to me better than you have done in days and I believe everything that he says "

"That's good too... I hope we have resolve that "

"Am leaving next week "

I haven't exactly gotten a place.. Infact am suppose to meet with the agent today but I know I would just pick any place if that's what it takes

"OK "

"That's all you are going to say.... Ok"

"What do you want me to say..... Beg you to stay.... Ask you stay for a while... Am not going to do that "

"Am not asking you to do that... Why wouldn't you just talk to me "

"Talk to you about what...... We've had this conversation before. There's nothing to talk about "

"Is this how you regard me now.... As a. Nobody "

"You keep making conclusions on your own... You think you know it all but you don't know anything "

"Then make me know "

"I know you think I'm vulnerable right now but I have been more stronger..... No matter what life throws at me... I know I will pull through eventually "

"So You are trying to tell me that my help is not needed "

"I have things under control.... "

"You know you keep doing this... I thought I was the stubborn one but you are way too stubborn.. And am not going to keep pushing you.... Apparently you don't need that "

She raised her shoulder

"I'm leaving now but before I go... I want to know how much bobby's school fees is"

"That won't be necessary "

"I didn't ask for your opinion "

"I can't let you do this "

"You can't stop me either because this does not concern you alone it involves Bobby, how do you think I will feel if I can and I hold on just because you are too stucked up for your good. I hope you get rid of your own baggage it's no longer healthy ....anyways I have your account details.... Expect an update soon"

I went to the room and begin to pack my stuff  ..
I don't like how things turned out but how can you help someone who doesn't want to be helped

I just need to go
I've tried but she doesn't want to concur so.... I think am going to give her space now