Perfect SCARS

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I was cleaning the house when i scoop through the shelf and come across a familiar envelope
I pulled out the folded piece of paper and as i read through the soothening words... Tears drop down my cheeks as I read through

How could I say No to him when I miss him so much. When I can't help but hear  his voice in my head.
Will I continue to remain so miserable
I have always mocked people who let their emotions rule them
I know how i insulted Britney for being so flexible and too transparent with her good

Now look at me... This is the first time I have ever felt this way and I have cried more than I have all my life...
I learned to stay strong over the years but my wall came crumbling down and I am exposed to the undying love that overpowers me

The door bell dings interrupting my thoughts... Who could that be.
Am not expecting anyone
Aunt Pamela left this morning to go back to work, her company has been really helpful..
I can't think of anyone showing up at my doorstep
I checked through the tiny doorhole and saw Mira
I couldnt believe my eyes as I quickly open the door and she was standing outside, wearing a jean and T-shirt with a cross bag

"Mira... "

"Ohh Gen.... Am so glad I finally located you. i have lost all hope "

I sigh and ushered her in

"I can't believe.. You are here, I have searched everywhere for you "

"Why... You could have just called me and tell me you wanted to see me "

"I couldn't call... I lost all contact when my phone was stolen not long after you left.. You have no idea how hard I looked for you.... I came to Mrs Jackson's house but she was not around.. Am really sorry about everything "

"Yeah..... It OK, I guess you had your reasons for kicking me out of your life"

"That was never the issue..... I was being so insensitive, I didn't want you to see me as being weak and stupid and then I acted even more dumb when I pushed you away. Am truly sorry about everything "

"I hear you... Pls have your seat..." She sits on the couch.. " How's Bobby....... "

"Bobby is fine "

"Yes he is....  I couldn't thank you enough for the money you sent to us. It helped us alot "

"So how did you find me"

"You have become really popular lately.. You are always on the news "

"So that's how you found me....... Because I was tagged a murderer "

"You know I'd never see you that way... Whatever happened.. Am sure there is an explanation for it but I won't lie.... I thought you had gone back to the states.. So when I saw you in the news I knew I had to find you and apologize for treating You so badly "

"Mira.... Do you know what amuses me about all of this..... Is how you went from being such an amazing human being to becoming so.... Bitter and angry all the time and you became so stubborn and you never want to talk about it.... Or did I do something that made you feel like you couldn't trust me "

"Of course not..... The fault was always mine, I made drastic decisions all my life and I just end up blaming others for my own mistake... Before you came I had spent all my money on getting a visa and leaving the country so when you came and it feels you were throwing away such an opportunity that I have always craved for.. I become really envious.. I don't know where that anger came from but I got offended by everything that you choose to do until I eventually pushed you away.......... You had everything that I ever wanted, a great job, a wonderful life and a green card... I felt you were misusing it but I was just so foolish..... Comparing myself to you... You have always been  so determined... Me of all people should know that..... When I was running around chasing a guy.. You were so focused on getting a career... You worked so hard to get where you are now... And it wasn't like I didn't have such opportunity I was just never strong willed and determined as you were..... And I hate myself for it but even more I hate myself for pushing you away.... "She grabbed my hand in hers.and sob gently ..... "And am so sorry.... Pls forgive me "

I sighed and hug her
I understand where she's coming from and we all make mistakes
After all she was the only friend I kept for years and I genuinely love her

We talked for awhile but she had to pick bobby from school so she left and promise to be back soon with Bobby

Not long after she left
Lucy sent a video clip to me to my phone, I wondered what it was about  as I clicked on it

It was Julie,
She was on video coverage, I increased the volume to hear what she was saying...

"My name is Juliet Jackson wife of Philip Jackson, as you all know my husband is contesting for senate. Lagos central..... These last few weeks have been terrible... It started when my kids were kidnapped by my personal assistant Victoria Lazarus... It was an horrible week for my family to have lost our precious girls to some psycho who had tried to drag me down in the past with lies she made up for the media,,.... But am grateful that we were able to find the girls safe and sound but as it is, the calamities in my family had only begun........
Another home wrecker showed up pesked as a friend not only she had no good intentions
Genesis Brown sued my husband to court for rape, kidnapping and assault
Of course as we gear up for our big election day we expected alot of drama and false accusations but we didn't expect these things to come from people that were so close to us and pretended to be for us
Come to think of it..... Genesis was introduced to me by my former PA. Victoria...... So in some way they are connected
And just three nights ago, Genesis took another step at ruining our lives when her plans didn't work... She.... She "she break off and clear her throat ".... She  decided to kill my husband. She threw him off the roof "she gasps for air as tears rolled down her cheek, someone passed her an handkerchief  and she blew her nose then continued "
She almost succeeded at killing him. Causing my family so much pain..... By harming my husband, the father to my children, the breadwinner of my family, the giver of job to many and his help and contribution to others lives has played a huge part in our economy.
So why should we allow this crazy woman ruin our lives just because she is mentally unstable.
My husband is in a critical state right now and the culprit is walking around freely.
I can't  do this on my own
Your voice.... Our voice! together!! we can put this heartless woman in her place.... We don't need to waste any more time.. Now is the time, to act... Let justice rule...
So as much views as we can give, like, repost, comment, share.. Whatever you can do please to take this clip to places it ought to be. Please let's do it
The trend is on........  #putherbehindbars#
I know we can do this.. Am counting on you guys"